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AISHAH; twenty.30thDec88
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staffnurse.
FANGIRL
hearts.
sunxiezhi
tegoshiyuya
JE

27/04 - Jason Xue Meng Zhe's Bdae
01/08 - Zhang Feng Qi's in SG
04/08 - Clare's Bdae
11/08 - Beishan's Bdae
13/08 - NEWS PACIFIC DOME DVD RELEASE
17/08 - Kayaking Star 1
24/08 - Kayaking Star 1
28/08 - Qianning/Wang Ren Fu's Bdae
31/08 - NIKE 10km Run
10/09 - Uchi's Bdae
15/09 - NEWS 5th Anniversary
18/09 - Joyce's Bdae
29/09 - Yu Jing's Bdae
11/10 - Arashi's TW Con
03/11 - Ryo-chan's bdae
04/11 - Litang's Bdae
11/11 - Tegoshi's bdae
07/12 - JLPT4 exam
13/12 - Huiteng's & Priscilla's bdae
18/12 - Wang Shao Wei's bdae
29/12 - Japan trip
30/12 - My bdae : )

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cause this two video made me stuck on SUJU, the whole night. : )
so much love. serious. i dont normally get weepy and cry that much.
but well my everything was like <3>

aishah. : )

LEEDONGHAE.

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The first thing i did when i open my eyes in the morning, was to grab my phone and call KINOKUNIYA.
like WTF. i am hentai i swear. oh man. after getting through the line, the person told me, that anan would only be in at 2pm. & to call back afterwards. LMAO. wth. wth. when i called again at 2pm. THE FREAKING LINE WAS ENGAGED. IT WAS ENGAGED. the person told me. && when i called again ten minutes later, the person was kinda chuckling at the end. I think she somehow figured out i was at the other end and had been trying to call MILLION of times. when i finally got through i was so happy i think i felt like bursting. BWAHAHA. i made my reservations and the person was like for one copy? and i was like no three copies. HAHAHAHHAHAA. one for me. one for shereen and one for her friend. LMAO.

Planned to meet jiazhen that day. It was after all a a week since 56 went off. sad-ed. We went to the airport, to kinda recap and recall everything that happened last week, Took pictures at all the random but yet very meaningful places. It was love. From boarding gate 12, to the departure hall and the departure gate, to the escalators , to both the viewing malls and to the arrival hall. Kinda felt like everything happened yesterday only. i miss them. Then while randomly walking i look at the departuring flights & i spotted OSAKA and TOKYO. && i even saw an SQ flight arriving from NAGOYA. oh man. i want to go.

OH YEAH. i have to mention this. when we went there ytday THE SKYTRAIN cocked up. bwahahaha. and thus the picture above. people got stuck there cause there were from another terminal. BLOODY FUNNY SIGHT. that's why i took a picture. haha. im damn jian. but oh wells.

went to orchard after that. walked around. i bought a blue cardigan. bought magazines at kino also. duet and seventeen. then we were so tired we decided to go eat at this YAKITORI place upstairs at far east. I TELL YOU THAT PLACE ROCKS. seriously. they serve the best japanese food EVER. ever. ever in singapore. and the sashimi salad rocks. rocks. when we put the first piece in our mouth, my face and jiazhen looked like total idiots lah. HAHA. it was really nice. PLEASE GO THERE OKAY PEOPLE. it might burn a hole in your pocket a bit. BUT once in a while. serious go there. it's worth it.


: )) i had a great saturday. YEAY.

Labels: fangirl, friends, hentai, random

my report for 56's trip this time round.
: )) like finally. after so long i finally get down to writing it.

3rd February 2008, Saturday

I was working morning shift that day. I never thought i would be able to take them from the airport, as their scheduled time to reach singapore was 3.15pm. But flight got delayed. Oh boy. Happy : )
maybe it was fate afterall. i finished work at 3.30pm. Jiazhen, jarael and jiayan and uncle koh came to fetch me. went to my house, took my camera and i was spazzing about NEWS to jiazhen. and how nice the EXILE song, michi was. HAHA. so not high about sunxiezhi coming can.

Well not until i was at the airport lah.
Not until i saw them for myself. The flight was delayed for two hours. They reached at 5.10pm. Saw renfu first. then saw the rest on the escalator. mengzhe wore pink. erm. no comments. HAHA. i gt high and shouted 56. LMAO. then i shouted xiezhi when he was directly downstairs. He saw and wave. First contact yo. After so long.

Not a lot of people came to fetch them. But it wasnt a miserable crowd either. Maybe around 50 people? I think so. Sorry im impossible at gauge-ing. LMAO i fail. I was chasing that day with zx. There were like 6-7 cars chasing. The feel was kinda back. It felt great to be seeing them once more. When the van pass my maxi, xie zhi was looking up. He saw us all, zx's and smiled. Point of happiness. Maybe he did wonder the reason for such a small crowd of us this time round. But oh well people change yo. Cant expect them to be liking the same people for a very long time. Not everyone is like me and those who are still supporting them right, this six years, too much hardship came my way to give them up. Its like they are a part of my memory which is already blend in with me and how my life works.
seriously. that's how much they really mean to me.

From the airport, they went straight to Max Pavillion, to rehearse. Most probably because of time constriction they did not even check in to the hotel first. Basically beat box competition was really boring and all. WELL maybe cause im not very interested no? When 56 finally came out, i was actually sleeping at first. But when we knew they were coming out. i swear the sleepiness went away too. AND every 56 fan ran to the front. Its like everyone knew they were coming out. Nice sight. Serious. People were standing on chairs. Screaming their lungs out. And screaming 56 56 56. It totally felt like i was at a concert.

At first i was on the floor. And couldnt see a single shit. Until i saw lau jiazhen stand on the chair. And she told me. COME COME ON THE CHAIR. you would die for this sight. HAHA. and she was totally right.

: ) I was standing on the chair. singing to the songs. doing hand movements and all. and it was fun. really fun. ive not had so much fun in a million years with 56 ever since the BWL concert. the four of us hugged each other on the chair, balancing and trying our best to not fall. It was a totally funny sight. Haha. though i wish a lot more of zx's were there. It was still loads of fun.

After their performance finished, I/WE RAN ALL THE WAY to the back of the pavillion. Like a bunch of mad dogs. Halfway i wanted to die. And stopped. But i turn around to a whole bunch of people running so i continued running and not give up. WTH. it was way worst then 2.4km. Bwahaha. Ended up we waited in our maxi. For 56 to come out. and I was zhi HIGH-ing on my own. HAHA. crazy woman like they call me.

Then we on 56's album in the maxi and we started doing the actions. I tell you we were mad. But fun. I envy those moments. Those times. I know ive said it a million times. But things like this. Needs to be re-emphasised. Really.

After a whole long wait. They finally came out. I just remembered chasing them to first lau pa sat. But they changed their mind and not stopped there cause there was hell lot of people. Instead they went to the nearby 7 eleven. LIKE again. I think its like their FAVOURITE past time to buy food there in the middle of the night. LMAO.

They went in. I patiently waited outside. Xie zhi came out first and didnt buy anything. He saw me, i looked at him, he nodded and smiled at me and gave me that hi look and i just calmly smiled back at him. And he said im going up the van already. After he left for the van, i swore i just stood there silently, apparently still shock, and there was this one sam club girl (she's freaking nice, if you happen to read this please tell me your name OKAY?) who said wow, i saw all of that. And i was like yeah, OMG i know. Did that really just freaking happened? And i was spazzing all the way to lau jiazhen. like OMG. sunxiezhi. he freaking smiled at me first. OMFG. okay im still not over it i tell you. And i was also spazzing at how good looking he was upclosed, not that i didnt know that fact already BUT yeah. haha.

They went back to the hotel after that. It was a good day. towards the end at least. Those waiting and more waiting. & i swore to write my letter that very night. When i had work at 7am the next morning. Aishah's crazy. Not that everyone didnt know that fact already. It just plainly needs re-emphasising. BLEAH.

4th February 2008, Sunday

I started out my day with work. like wth. & i didnt manage to finish up my letter all. BOOS.
after work. i chiong to J8. made it just in time. lucky. adeline, linghui, jarael, jiazhen were the only ones there beside me. when we finally went up. it was already 5pm. 56 came out shortly after that. they danced man you zhong guo. sang yue er guang guang. played some games with the fans. and entertained us and themselves for abit before they settled down for the autograph session.

as the dj were talking about non-chinese fans. jarael was like here here here got one. WAHLAU EH. JARAEL LAI i kill you. not that it hasnt been obvious enough these past years. hurhur. waited a bit before we could go up. but we were still the first few rows in front. yeay. i was first to go up. didnt know what to say to shaowei so i had hey. and jiazhen who was next said hi to him. and adeline who was after that said hello. bwahaha. wth. xiezhi was next. this was worst. cause i didnt know what to say i said. xie zhi happy bdae. and he said xiexie. i still say bu yong canss. haha. and he told me xin nian kuai le. and i told him ni ye shi. LMAO. whatever.

apparently. zx's said he talked the most to me cause i knew he was his fan, not like it was not obvious enough. EH like this call the most. haha right. no comments. after that i lost track what happened when i was staring at mengzhe and renfu. lol. but i knew renfu looked up and said thanks. briefly. somehow.

after that we went to buy food. cause i was really hungry. asked uncle koh to come. came up to see how the crowd upstairs was doing then we went down again. uncle koh finally came. and linghui was spazzing about shaowei. she said shaowei told her, i saw your message on internet. which apparently would be friendster. then everyone said. OH thats cause shaowei remember pretty girls only. AHAHAHA. lmao. its true. i think.

after the auto quite a few people were chasing. then after 56 came down we were in the maxi, we saw from ahead ALOT OF PEOPLE were running towards our direction which was where 56's van was heading to. it was a funny sight. people were actually running from junction 8 to the main road beside the construction site. scary shit. hurhur. apparently jiazhen said they should be kuku fans. civilised fans book maxi's and chase. hurhur.

they went to eat at long beach. the one at damsey road. & thank god i went there the other time and somehow explored enough of that place. everyone was running after them. i decided to be cheeky and go the other way. the way where no one was at. except us zx's. somehow. we stumbled across 56. everyone waved at us. except mengzhe. hurhur. they went into the VIP room. and before they closed the white curtains 56 turned and wave at us all. us is me, linghui, jiazhen, adeline and jarael. which is scary.

i think the white words ZHUI XING on the black t-shirt was really kinda prominent to not be seen. went to buy food. AGAIN. and had dinner on the maxi. after that we went to the back of long beach restaurant and waited for them to come out. it was a mess after that. 56 came out from the back, and i forgot my phone, so i couldnt contact uncle koh. therefore i just ran down at TOP SPEED. and the rest of zx's all followed. i dont think ive ever run that fast for a very long time.

i just remembered chasing and chasing 56. we lost them and when we finally got them back we were in the accident. everything seemed so surreal. the accident. 56's van passing us when it all happened. everything came by very fast. i swear. i hated macdonald bikers at that very moment. hated. and when we got hit. it was at adeline and my side. the impact shocked me and caused me to close my eyes. when i finally open it i saw 56's car pass me and maxi's passing us one after another. the tears just automatically flowed from my eyes.

and at that point of time. the one person whom i wanted to be there was xiezhi. i wish he was there comforting us and asking me if i was okay. when we settled everything. i lost the passion to chase. it was like give it up already. everyone decided to went back. but.

me. the crazy me. wanted to be at the hotel. i told jiazhen. and she said okay cause she saw how i was crying and all. sobbing and everything. IVE never cried like that for 56/sunxiezhi for a very long time. seriously. we walked and walked got lost then we cabbed to liang court. and we continued walking to grand corpthorne. when we finally there. we sat at the roads. looking at the hotel. i kinda felt at peace somehow. just by looking at it. knowing there are safely inside. we just kept staring and talking about 56's random things and how the past days experience had been nice and all. and that was when i saw 56's gong zuo ren yuan. LMAO. we freaked out. and i pretended to read a book.wth. jiazhen shoved 56's album a side and acted she was like looking at the surroundings. DAMN FUNNY. they passed us twice. and we did the same thing.

hurhur. how stupid can we get right?
jiayan called and we talked to her through the speaker and spazz about 56.
and spoke about the accident all. she planned to skip school the next day and see 56.
at like 2.30am. i suddenly remembered my letter not done. we finally decided to go home. my house. at my house i couldnt take it and slept. INSTEAD of writing the letter. bwahaha. and jiayan who was supposed to come my house was stranded outside cause we were sleeping. im sorry dearest. when i finally got down to writing my letter it was 11.15am already.

went to print my letter and all. took 858, spazz and slept a bit here and there. jarael reached first. when we finally reached. we barely made it. after i came out from the toilet i saw 56's van. kinda made a quick dash. but they didnt plan to stop. they made circles and circles. i freaked out lah. cause i had the letter to pass. walked up and down frantically. then the sam club girl told me. Eh their gong zuo ren yuan there, they should be coming already. OMG. she's so nice can. like seriously, please tell me which fan would even do this. when they finally came down. i was relieved. xie zhi came down last. i pass him the letter and said gei ni de and he said hao de. xie xie.

i left him with the crowd after that. i waited at the glass departure door. while waiting for his turn for the immigrations he kinda read my letter, and jiayan was like AISHAH HE's READING YOUR LETTER. since my board was the front of the letter i showed up my board to him. and he waved back the letter to me. omg. point of happiness. and jiayan was like aishah you are getting on my nerves i so wanna kill you. HAHA. chill babe. this is SIX years worth of sacrifice. he waved his last goodbyes. and walked off. we all ran to the viewing mall. the outside one. and the one inside after that. and alot of people followed me running there. hurhur.

we stared at them shopping inside for a good ten minutes. shaowei finally saw us and he yanjiu-ed quite a bit before deciding to wave at us. then xie zhi waved at us after jarael waved at him first. he basically saw our zhuixing board which was the only one up for them to see on the glass windows. hurhur. before walking off. xie zhi bend down a bit and waved us goodbye.

we made our way to the viewing mall and waited for the plane to take off. saw 56 through the glasses before they made their way inside the plane. you know the glass path u walked through before boarding the plane. yeah that one. we saw them walked pass that one. bye56. bye sunxiezhi.
may we meet again.

i would love to see you in tw. for a concert. really.
best of luck.
: )))


signing off aishahsun.

Labels: 5566, fangirl, sunxiezhi, zhuixing

its 0100 hours now.
im at the hospital. doing night shift.
my second night.
two more nights to go.
HHAHAHA. im bored lah. finish all my stuff already.
was feeling like sleeping.
until i decided to surf the net. oh god am i jian.
HAHAH. my patients are all nicely sleeping.
took 13 cases today.
3 cubicles basically.
hlaf the ward. what a night.
&&&& TAIYOU NO NAMIDA PV is out. they are oh so hot.
and tego's the only wet one in it.
muahahaha. shit wth.
: )))



by the way
i miss my sun hachi.
: )) ALOT.

Labels: fangirl, work

i think i totally lost it for them
gawd do i feel sad.
: (

its like i even tried to go watch their shows.
to download.
but it just doesnt seem to excite me like it always do.
: (

terrible
horrible.
and when they come.
im working in the morning.
MORNING.

7am-3.30pm
GOOD luck.
to even being able to see them
i fail as a 56 fan.
i fail as a sun xie zhi's fan.
suan ler.
whatever.
this is sad.
my six years of fandom
gone to waste just like that.
: (
all those sacrifices.
gawd.

Labels: 5566, fangirl, random, sunxiezhi

Labels: birthday, fangirl, tegoshi

2.48am in the morning.
im supposed to be asleep
& im not. i just finished talking to jessica on my fangirl rants.
& how much i totally miss sunxiezhi and all.
teshi did overtake him BUT.
sunxiezhi's memories & impact and memories on me is way too much for me to even forget about the happiness and joy that he once gave to me indirectly everytime i get to see him.
i wonder how he's doing
i wonder how much he misses performing.
i wonder how much he misses his fans.
i wonder.
but i will never know.
cause at the end of the day.
ill still wont see him.
in december.
it was 204 days ever since i saw him
TODAY.
i bet its like 270 days ever since i saw him.
omg. long.
very long.
a few more months and its a year.
xiezhi come back.
i miss you loads.
even fengqi did me a favour and come back.

Labels: fangirl

ten minutes ago.
i watched tong yi ge shi jie concert.

five minutes into it.
i cried.

ten minutes after it
i realised.
through the years. im glad i sacrificed my everything for you : )

this is what i call worth my sacrifice
worth my time
cause you guys work for it.
you guys deserve it
my teenage years were well spend.

tony,sunxiezhi. T H A N K S

Labels: 5566, fangirl

Labels: 5566, fangirl

i couldnt help but do this.
CAUSE im so filled up with NEWS these days.
ahem. actually i was gonna say.
more like tegoshi. darrrrling. shit im damn scary
he's my dream.
& im his nightmare.
LOL. laughs. XD

i totally hearts his smile.
melts away.

aishahtegoshi/sun

Labels: fangirl, NewS, tegoshi

okay. i tried LJ & i failed. LOL.
you can go look at the piece of shit i did

aishahsun.livejournal.com

woke up at 8am.
unbelievable but yeah.
watch NEWS con dvd again. for the millionth time.
talking to yuhui now on msn.
contickets are killing me.
&& i just sacrificed my PSP. cause i told myself.
yes i needed that money for this taiwan trip.

im sorry xiezhi.
the PSP has one million memories of you. & how it was
whileimchasing. BUT. i know u would understand.
i still remember it kinda clearly. the psp moment.
i showed my first video of 56 on the psp while chasing them
at first he wasnt looking. then mengzhe saw. & he told the whole van
to look. so xiezhi,renfu,mengzhe,shaowei,taiji + sunzhong was looking at
my PSP. in the two moving vans we were on. unbelievable
BUT it happened.

even without the psp i still remember these memories.
cause these kinda things its not worth any single cents.
but just a whole lot of brain cells.

&& also i need to make new memories of teshi.
oh yeah. the concert ticket is row 2,3 & 9 respectively.
ill most probably get it next week. the tw concert.
is really giving me so much headaches.
& plus with exams around the corner its so not helping at all.
truly. haiz. ill go off now. i gt to study.

aishahsun/teshi
nowplaying: 终极陷阱 YES SIR, 5566

Labels: fangirl, random

i love NEWS concert DVD. i love it. totally.
aargh tegoshi. my gawd. aargh.
08087 was bliss. i loved the dvd. i felt i was there
for myself. YEAY. news is total love.
54 more days to taiwan.

Labels: fangirl, NewS, tegoshi

the NEWS love. XD *hearts*

haha. koyama was funny. he only realised he did the wrong action after he looked at the screen. i was laughing at him at this part. DOTS.
trying to act gd friends and put hand on ryo's shoulder when u don't know him so well is bad. it results in you being elbowed behind. ooops. whoever the guy is :X TESHI!!more tegoshi..hey its my blog mahs.so its always full of tegoshi. XDseee!!! gt koyama mahs. SMILEthe reason WHY i wished i was in JP insteadAARGGGHH. i want to go SC recording (waitlonglong)cutemassu. XDi totally died watching this. my msn nick read this "*kills self* why why am i not even in jp. omg. arse."
okay yeah. so exageratting BUT hell YEAH. my goddd. NEWS is total love.
LIKE yeah. im so wanting to go to a NEWS sc recording lah.
& tegomass talked about taiwan's xiao long bao.
LOL. massu was basically the one describing it so cutely.
&& they mentioned the taiwan concert. which I AM GOING!!!

Labels: fangirl, NewS, tegoshi

today for the start of the day.
i chose to start it with NEWS.
yeay i like to start my day with them.
& not school. NEWS. never ending wonderful story dvd is
going to be out on 8th august. YEAY. two more days.
i saw the CM. & i like totally cant wait. &&& saw a sneek of ryo's
performance in the concert too. oh. leaks. but at least spare me
the torture to wait for 8th august. lalala.
tegoshi y u y a. total hearts

Labels: fangirl, NewS, tegoshi

yeay fiona. u relived my dying passion of chinese fangirl-ing HAHAHHA. hyakk dush.

Labels: fangirl, friends, NewS, school, tegoshi

fiona&me. the day we went to bugis together-gether. anyways. fiona dear. good luck for HS idol later. no matter what. you are still my superstar. good luck. don't so stress. we will be supporting u all the way. XD JIAYOU.

Labels: fangirl, fisherian, friends, school

Shigeaki. XD

tegoshi. tegoshi. tegoshi. <3

pi.

okay. now is 10.04am in this bright early sunday morning.
what a miracle that im awake. ive watched the PV by NEWS from the Never Ending Wonderful Story DVD. dreams. for the record. ive watched it thrice. ever since i finish downloading it ytday. & for the record ive cried twice. & endured my tears watching it the last time. so yeah.
when i think about it. why do i cry. & get depressed over idols. & then i realised. its because they are the people i care about in my life. just like any of my friends they have a placing in my heart. & they are as important & sometimes, somehow or another even more important.

for anyone who has been through the period of idoling with me would especially know how much importance i really put on them. its nt a temporary thing. & has never been. for the record. its been 5 years plus. from 5566. to NEWS. these two bands. are like the ones which make a freaking huge impact in my life. especially 5566. cause its been 5 years. & for NEWS. its coming two years next year january. anyways. im happy they are part of my growing teenage life. its something i can look back onto. who would EVER even be in a NEWSPAPER just cause of some idol they really like. its rare & seldom but there is always a slight chance ehs. *smiles*



to them.

sunxiezhi. thanks amillion.
although u will never know how much ive been through
to get this close to you. people get shocked, surprised and those few envy me
BUT. they will never know what i sacrifice just for those oh so few & rare moments. XD

teshidear. arigatou neh.
for even coming in my life. the past year it has been a great journey
with NewS. seeing how u guys grow up. getting better at everything & putting ur everything
into the group. hopefully through these journey ill be with you. i cant promise forever but ill be there until i can. good luck.

aishahsun/tegoshi

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