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AISHAH; twenty.30thDec88
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11/11 - Tegoshi's bdae
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my report for 56's trip this time round.
: )) like finally. after so long i finally get down to writing it.

3rd February 2008, Saturday

I was working morning shift that day. I never thought i would be able to take them from the airport, as their scheduled time to reach singapore was 3.15pm. But flight got delayed. Oh boy. Happy : )
maybe it was fate afterall. i finished work at 3.30pm. Jiazhen, jarael and jiayan and uncle koh came to fetch me. went to my house, took my camera and i was spazzing about NEWS to jiazhen. and how nice the EXILE song, michi was. HAHA. so not high about sunxiezhi coming can.

Well not until i was at the airport lah.
Not until i saw them for myself. The flight was delayed for two hours. They reached at 5.10pm. Saw renfu first. then saw the rest on the escalator. mengzhe wore pink. erm. no comments. HAHA. i gt high and shouted 56. LMAO. then i shouted xiezhi when he was directly downstairs. He saw and wave. First contact yo. After so long.

Not a lot of people came to fetch them. But it wasnt a miserable crowd either. Maybe around 50 people? I think so. Sorry im impossible at gauge-ing. LMAO i fail. I was chasing that day with zx. There were like 6-7 cars chasing. The feel was kinda back. It felt great to be seeing them once more. When the van pass my maxi, xie zhi was looking up. He saw us all, zx's and smiled. Point of happiness. Maybe he did wonder the reason for such a small crowd of us this time round. But oh well people change yo. Cant expect them to be liking the same people for a very long time. Not everyone is like me and those who are still supporting them right, this six years, too much hardship came my way to give them up. Its like they are a part of my memory which is already blend in with me and how my life works.
seriously. that's how much they really mean to me.

From the airport, they went straight to Max Pavillion, to rehearse. Most probably because of time constriction they did not even check in to the hotel first. Basically beat box competition was really boring and all. WELL maybe cause im not very interested no? When 56 finally came out, i was actually sleeping at first. But when we knew they were coming out. i swear the sleepiness went away too. AND every 56 fan ran to the front. Its like everyone knew they were coming out. Nice sight. Serious. People were standing on chairs. Screaming their lungs out. And screaming 56 56 56. It totally felt like i was at a concert.

At first i was on the floor. And couldnt see a single shit. Until i saw lau jiazhen stand on the chair. And she told me. COME COME ON THE CHAIR. you would die for this sight. HAHA. and she was totally right.

: ) I was standing on the chair. singing to the songs. doing hand movements and all. and it was fun. really fun. ive not had so much fun in a million years with 56 ever since the BWL concert. the four of us hugged each other on the chair, balancing and trying our best to not fall. It was a totally funny sight. Haha. though i wish a lot more of zx's were there. It was still loads of fun.

After their performance finished, I/WE RAN ALL THE WAY to the back of the pavillion. Like a bunch of mad dogs. Halfway i wanted to die. And stopped. But i turn around to a whole bunch of people running so i continued running and not give up. WTH. it was way worst then 2.4km. Bwahaha. Ended up we waited in our maxi. For 56 to come out. and I was zhi HIGH-ing on my own. HAHA. crazy woman like they call me.

Then we on 56's album in the maxi and we started doing the actions. I tell you we were mad. But fun. I envy those moments. Those times. I know ive said it a million times. But things like this. Needs to be re-emphasised. Really.

After a whole long wait. They finally came out. I just remembered chasing them to first lau pa sat. But they changed their mind and not stopped there cause there was hell lot of people. Instead they went to the nearby 7 eleven. LIKE again. I think its like their FAVOURITE past time to buy food there in the middle of the night. LMAO.

They went in. I patiently waited outside. Xie zhi came out first and didnt buy anything. He saw me, i looked at him, he nodded and smiled at me and gave me that hi look and i just calmly smiled back at him. And he said im going up the van already. After he left for the van, i swore i just stood there silently, apparently still shock, and there was this one sam club girl (she's freaking nice, if you happen to read this please tell me your name OKAY?) who said wow, i saw all of that. And i was like yeah, OMG i know. Did that really just freaking happened? And i was spazzing all the way to lau jiazhen. like OMG. sunxiezhi. he freaking smiled at me first. OMFG. okay im still not over it i tell you. And i was also spazzing at how good looking he was upclosed, not that i didnt know that fact already BUT yeah. haha.

They went back to the hotel after that. It was a good day. towards the end at least. Those waiting and more waiting. & i swore to write my letter that very night. When i had work at 7am the next morning. Aishah's crazy. Not that everyone didnt know that fact already. It just plainly needs re-emphasising. BLEAH.

4th February 2008, Sunday

I started out my day with work. like wth. & i didnt manage to finish up my letter all. BOOS.
after work. i chiong to J8. made it just in time. lucky. adeline, linghui, jarael, jiazhen were the only ones there beside me. when we finally went up. it was already 5pm. 56 came out shortly after that. they danced man you zhong guo. sang yue er guang guang. played some games with the fans. and entertained us and themselves for abit before they settled down for the autograph session.

as the dj were talking about non-chinese fans. jarael was like here here here got one. WAHLAU EH. JARAEL LAI i kill you. not that it hasnt been obvious enough these past years. hurhur. waited a bit before we could go up. but we were still the first few rows in front. yeay. i was first to go up. didnt know what to say to shaowei so i had hey. and jiazhen who was next said hi to him. and adeline who was after that said hello. bwahaha. wth. xiezhi was next. this was worst. cause i didnt know what to say i said. xie zhi happy bdae. and he said xiexie. i still say bu yong canss. haha. and he told me xin nian kuai le. and i told him ni ye shi. LMAO. whatever.

apparently. zx's said he talked the most to me cause i knew he was his fan, not like it was not obvious enough. EH like this call the most. haha right. no comments. after that i lost track what happened when i was staring at mengzhe and renfu. lol. but i knew renfu looked up and said thanks. briefly. somehow.

after that we went to buy food. cause i was really hungry. asked uncle koh to come. came up to see how the crowd upstairs was doing then we went down again. uncle koh finally came. and linghui was spazzing about shaowei. she said shaowei told her, i saw your message on internet. which apparently would be friendster. then everyone said. OH thats cause shaowei remember pretty girls only. AHAHAHA. lmao. its true. i think.

after the auto quite a few people were chasing. then after 56 came down we were in the maxi, we saw from ahead ALOT OF PEOPLE were running towards our direction which was where 56's van was heading to. it was a funny sight. people were actually running from junction 8 to the main road beside the construction site. scary shit. hurhur. apparently jiazhen said they should be kuku fans. civilised fans book maxi's and chase. hurhur.

they went to eat at long beach. the one at damsey road. & thank god i went there the other time and somehow explored enough of that place. everyone was running after them. i decided to be cheeky and go the other way. the way where no one was at. except us zx's. somehow. we stumbled across 56. everyone waved at us. except mengzhe. hurhur. they went into the VIP room. and before they closed the white curtains 56 turned and wave at us all. us is me, linghui, jiazhen, adeline and jarael. which is scary.

i think the white words ZHUI XING on the black t-shirt was really kinda prominent to not be seen. went to buy food. AGAIN. and had dinner on the maxi. after that we went to the back of long beach restaurant and waited for them to come out. it was a mess after that. 56 came out from the back, and i forgot my phone, so i couldnt contact uncle koh. therefore i just ran down at TOP SPEED. and the rest of zx's all followed. i dont think ive ever run that fast for a very long time.

i just remembered chasing and chasing 56. we lost them and when we finally got them back we were in the accident. everything seemed so surreal. the accident. 56's van passing us when it all happened. everything came by very fast. i swear. i hated macdonald bikers at that very moment. hated. and when we got hit. it was at adeline and my side. the impact shocked me and caused me to close my eyes. when i finally open it i saw 56's car pass me and maxi's passing us one after another. the tears just automatically flowed from my eyes.

and at that point of time. the one person whom i wanted to be there was xiezhi. i wish he was there comforting us and asking me if i was okay. when we settled everything. i lost the passion to chase. it was like give it up already. everyone decided to went back. but.

me. the crazy me. wanted to be at the hotel. i told jiazhen. and she said okay cause she saw how i was crying and all. sobbing and everything. IVE never cried like that for 56/sunxiezhi for a very long time. seriously. we walked and walked got lost then we cabbed to liang court. and we continued walking to grand corpthorne. when we finally there. we sat at the roads. looking at the hotel. i kinda felt at peace somehow. just by looking at it. knowing there are safely inside. we just kept staring and talking about 56's random things and how the past days experience had been nice and all. and that was when i saw 56's gong zuo ren yuan. LMAO. we freaked out. and i pretended to read a book.wth. jiazhen shoved 56's album a side and acted she was like looking at the surroundings. DAMN FUNNY. they passed us twice. and we did the same thing.

hurhur. how stupid can we get right?
jiayan called and we talked to her through the speaker and spazz about 56.
and spoke about the accident all. she planned to skip school the next day and see 56.
at like 2.30am. i suddenly remembered my letter not done. we finally decided to go home. my house. at my house i couldnt take it and slept. INSTEAD of writing the letter. bwahaha. and jiayan who was supposed to come my house was stranded outside cause we were sleeping. im sorry dearest. when i finally got down to writing my letter it was 11.15am already.

went to print my letter and all. took 858, spazz and slept a bit here and there. jarael reached first. when we finally reached. we barely made it. after i came out from the toilet i saw 56's van. kinda made a quick dash. but they didnt plan to stop. they made circles and circles. i freaked out lah. cause i had the letter to pass. walked up and down frantically. then the sam club girl told me. Eh their gong zuo ren yuan there, they should be coming already. OMG. she's so nice can. like seriously, please tell me which fan would even do this. when they finally came down. i was relieved. xie zhi came down last. i pass him the letter and said gei ni de and he said hao de. xie xie.

i left him with the crowd after that. i waited at the glass departure door. while waiting for his turn for the immigrations he kinda read my letter, and jiayan was like AISHAH HE's READING YOUR LETTER. since my board was the front of the letter i showed up my board to him. and he waved back the letter to me. omg. point of happiness. and jiayan was like aishah you are getting on my nerves i so wanna kill you. HAHA. chill babe. this is SIX years worth of sacrifice. he waved his last goodbyes. and walked off. we all ran to the viewing mall. the outside one. and the one inside after that. and alot of people followed me running there. hurhur.

we stared at them shopping inside for a good ten minutes. shaowei finally saw us and he yanjiu-ed quite a bit before deciding to wave at us. then xie zhi waved at us after jarael waved at him first. he basically saw our zhuixing board which was the only one up for them to see on the glass windows. hurhur. before walking off. xie zhi bend down a bit and waved us goodbye.

we made our way to the viewing mall and waited for the plane to take off. saw 56 through the glasses before they made their way inside the plane. you know the glass path u walked through before boarding the plane. yeah that one. we saw them walked pass that one. bye56. bye sunxiezhi.
may we meet again.

i would love to see you in tw. for a concert. really.
best of luck.
: )))


signing off aishahsun.

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i think i totally lost it for them
gawd do i feel sad.
: (

its like i even tried to go watch their shows.
to download.
but it just doesnt seem to excite me like it always do.
: (

terrible
horrible.
and when they come.
im working in the morning.
MORNING.

7am-3.30pm
GOOD luck.
to even being able to see them
i fail as a 56 fan.
i fail as a sun xie zhi's fan.
suan ler.
whatever.
this is sad.
my six years of fandom
gone to waste just like that.
: (
all those sacrifices.
gawd.

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ive been procrastinating alot.
and im so lazy to write about those three days.
even though its damn WOOHOOS.
: ))) and worth it. i think ill write at night.
when i finish work. four darling rocks.
: )) ZX. the shiniest star ever.
im proud to be a zx-ian. <3

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nine more days.
and 5566 comes.
sun xie zhi comes.
so is huangyurong. & 183.
but. i dont feel excited. im more feeling frustrated than ever.
firstly, no one's chasing.
except the very confirmed ones.
like me.
qianning.
then the rest.
i also not sure.
no money and all. how. two people chase?
good lah. two people only.
from that twelve. now only two. okay whatever.
aiyah whatever lah. frustrated. 56 comes but im not even in the least excited or in the mood.
id rather spend my holidays working and using that money for tokyo dome concert.
im more excited for that can. sorry 56. sometimes ur fans just make me vomit blood.
: (

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its 11.45pm.
i ended my shift two hours ago.
am back home now & just finished a very latee dinner.
omg. fattening. but i need the energy for work tomorrow morning.

today i started work in a tired & daze state. had a headache. & was running a fever the day before too.
BUT a few hours into the shift.
i kinda gt myself moving and used to the workflow again.
: ) maybe after all i am meant for the job.
maybe.

on the way home.
met sab. its been a while since i last chatted with him.
asked about work & how was SGH.
he told me about newton this coming saturday.
: ) am going to meet them after work @ fish&co.
its been a while since i met these guys.

been working at fish&co like crazy this half a month.
: ( im kinda used to the job.
& been thinking about money again as usual.
and not care about surrounding or environment.
: ( working there is no fun anymore.
not like it used to be when it first just opened.
but im gonna work at fish&co still.
till i graduate.
DUH. am gonna work during my holidays.
cause i wanna go for a holiday at TAIWAN&JAPAN before i
really start working for real. i need a break.
: ) REALLY.



&&& speaking of TAIWAN.
guess whaattt.
: )
THOSE FOUR NUMBERS



5566.



they are releasing an album this DECEMBER


those people
who ive been waiiting for.
thheeyyy finally did something.
its like a super long awaiteddd albuumm
: ) YEYAYYY




SUN XIE ZHI
YEAYYYY.

okay am high.
i misss you HUSSSSSBANDD.
: )

aishahsun/tegoshi

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ten minutes ago.
i watched tong yi ge shi jie concert.

five minutes into it.
i cried.

ten minutes after it
i realised.
through the years. im glad i sacrificed my everything for you : )

this is what i call worth my sacrifice
worth my time
cause you guys work for it.
you guys deserve it
my teenage years were well spend.

tony,sunxiezhi. T H A N K S

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listening to e zuo ju now. XD its like an all time favourite song
im still up. cause. i didnt go school today. nor i did went to work.
it was just one of those stay at home days. i slept & slept. been very tired lately.
with work & school. i dare not say im coping. cause i think im not. & ive been procrastinating a lot lately with school especially. doing my assignment later. i bet i wont start till an hour later. SEE im procrastinating AGAIN. haiyoh. CT results are out. its a dread. shan't talk about it. only had hope for NS5. 48/50. i think marking error.

last night after work. sheryl treat supper at prata house. XD & we've gt a compliment it seems she said. from our last customer ytday. YEAY. arigatou to that person. working on saturday. tmrw going out with june&fiona i think. fiona's been emo-ing lately. but she didnt tell me why. i well suppose think cause of the stress around us now that year 3 is gonna end. ive gt like 7 more weeks to school. before i step into the hospital for GOOD.

&& ytday. i met yui & joanne. she passed me the stuff she help me bought from JAPAN. loves her. the piccus were nice. i got laujiazhen/steamedfish a kame poster. she's so gonna love it. like totally. ive been fangirling a lot lately. watched proposal daisakusen & hanayome to papa. today. watching PD makes me cry. cause i see kenzou cry-ing over rei. hanayome is a nice show. its like funny. & plus there's junno. you see the very FIRST picture. that i posted. YUI said it look like SUNXIEZHI. & upon seeing it. its so true LAH. even the pose. i cant find that sunxiezhi picture anymore. CAUSE remember my com was reformated so all pics are gone. darn. I know the sunxiezhi version was at a concert too. & if i wasnt wrong it was the spore's concert. the 3rd concert. HMMM. i cant find that pic anymore. oh mans.

talking about sunxiezhi. i dunno what's happen to him anymore. im still waiting though. waiting for my sun to rise. XD i still love you a lot.

& so i shall start on my assignment.
oyasumi.

aishahsun/tegoshi



&&& oh YESH.
WU JIAYAN happy birthday dear.
16 nehs. XD i miss you so xiao xing xing.

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A sunday full of beginnings. surprises
Happiness & sheer blissful moments.
A day i had waited for.
After exactly 203 days.
Tony sun xie zhi came.
It started at 12.30pm on sunday
And ended on monday at 12.30pm too.

10/12/06 Sunday

I woke up with that anxiety in me.
It was the day. LOL.
Met jiayan&saulin on 858
Then met the rest of zhuixing at BurgerKing at 11am.
It's been long since i saw some of them.
It's fun to see some of those fans we know
It's like a sorta gathering or reunion
Nice feeling deep down
A pretty lot of fans came down to see them
Im glad to see crowds when i see 56
Plane landed pretty late
Saw them at viewing mall at around 12.30pm
And we were ready with our big big boards
congratulating renfu of his new role of a daddy
& xie zhi with his new role as an apek
renfu saw it when he came down the escalator
HAHAHAHA.
When they reached downstairs & was making their way to their van.
everyone was squeezing & screaming around them
basically it was havoc, chaos & yeah.
it was scary.
i wasnt in the crowd
BUT i just saw people going crazy & even went as near as their face to take
pictures with their phone. a bit errrrmmmms.
kua zhang.

chasing was fun as usual.
when i finally saw him
& he saw me i smiled at him & he gave me a wave
at last. & i still had the BOOK i wanted to give him in my bag.
booos. this piece of book is gonna stress me throughout the
whole trip. they stayed at oriental this time round.
while waiting for them to came out we went to goldenmile to
eat. dots. first time we had so much time during chasing.
hahahaha. they came out around 5+pm. but two or three vans
came out at the same time, therefore a lot of fans were confused
when we thought we lost them we saw a van pass by us
& i saw renfu cause his curtains & xie zhi's were open
& we chiong-ed. renfu was amazingly nice. he changed alot.
he gave us that sincere smile that i knew came from the
bottom of his heart and not because this is his job and he had to.
maybe cause he's really relieved of a load with the birth of lele &
after telling the news of him & jiqin. im happy for him. when he at
last was asked to close the curtain by the gongzuorenyuan he gave
us a last wave of goodbye. thats why i now call him the precious
moment guy. anyways they were really looking very smart &
woooh. shuai : )
xiezhi's hair's getting worst
do something about it please leh sunxiezhi
dont whole day work.
dots
so anyways. when they went in for star awards.
we went to the red carpet mosh pit area
which was shit.
cause nth can be seen anyways.
so im glad i didnt queue, complete waste of time.
went to the entrance cause i didnt wanna mingle in between
screaming fans & squeezed through
saw yuan chang & waved at him
pretty friendly he surprisingly waved at me
LOL nice artiste
waited & waited & waited & waited
till the event ended. when they at last came out
i was already too tired to speak.
it was around 11.30pm
on the way there i just feel it was pretty bad
im not gonna say why but i just conclude
i do hate selfish people/fans
you guys should just buy xiezhi/renfu home
if you wanna have them for yourself.
do consider
: )
and not block people.
along the way did see xie zhi & renfu
& they did see us & everything
chasing is really worth it
somehow, one way or another.
towards the hotel entrance, something bad happened
cause of miscommunications of both parties
uncle's koh car hit another maxi uncle's car
both were scratched
we felt really bad for it
therefore we told uncle koh that we'll help him pay for it
i hope he accepts our help, really
we're responsible people
although i know it wasnt his fault. he said he's gonna make a police report
& we volunteered to be witness & had our statement taken, not that i mine
since im gonna tell the truth anyways : )
then after that incident, we didnt had any mood for 56 anymore
& besides they stayed in the hotel
since i just had that weird feeling that they may come out
i went to the hotel's outside pathway
to stay & wait after letting go of uncle koh's maxi
not till 1am did i let go my hope & said that we should just go home
maybe cause i haven given my book
i felt the uneasiness
i felt the nervousness
i was damn scared.
but i prayed for a good day a few hours later
during departure

11-12-06 Monday
i woke up at 8am
damns. last day. its the last day
met saulin. reached oriental at 10am
waited & waited & waited & waited
BUT no one came out
at 11am
maxi uncle's were telling us they were at the
highway already. all of us were just shocked
with nothing to say. i really thought today wasnt my day
really thought i wasnt gonna be able to give my book
i was on the verge of tears throughout the whole journey
to the airport, when we at last saw maxi's we reached the airport's
highway road. boy we were relieved. like really relieved. there's still a chance
there's still hope after all
i stand right at the door
& gladly no one was blocking me
except xiao long that really extremely nice gongzuorenyuan
while waiting beofre giving the book
it was torturous
i was gonna cry
i could feel my heartbeat
it was beating pretty fast
at last xie zhi came down first
no one blocked him
i put the book right in front of his body
at his abdomen area. and he looked down and held on to my book
he looked up and smile to me & at that moment i told him
im giving him this book so really must take it & he gave me a nod & a smile
walked off. those few seconds passed damn fast but it slowed motion
for a while when i was giving him the book
OK finally. its safe in his own hands finally
relieved.
next qianning gave her letter too
with strepsils inside for him sorethroat.
BUT, linghui didnt gave her letter to renfu
i think she was on the verge of tears already
AND then ning brought her to the gong zuo ren yuan place there.
& thanks to xiao long renfu gt his letter from linghui.
yeah he's really the best can.

after they came out of the check in area
we ran all the way to viewing mall to put our board
the congrats board that one
i think i was mad when i was running
no image lah
but it was worth it.
at the last minute xie zhi saw our board and he smiled & laughed it off.
dots. then after that we ran to the other viewing mall
& we saw them buying stuff. thats where my renfu picture come about
we waited pretty long.
till around 12.30pm when at last they walked off
and that was the last of them
a whole 24hrs of them
what a short short but enriching memory.
of them.
see you guys next year then.
for now.

urs truly
aishah sun

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LOL

been a while.
since im going crazy on my title.
therefore.
i conclude.
ill start screenshotting
of him & him & him.
yeahness.
nehnehneh.


aishahsun.

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