Thursday, November 08, 2007; life random shit.

today is the 8th of november 2007.
just came back from work 2 hours ago @ 2300hrs.
& i want to say something

i hate the responsibility given to me.
i hate my job.
i hate the way it goes.
i hate how i get so freaking tired at the end of the day and leave me with
no energy to do anything at all.

i hate how my life has been going on this past 10 weeks plus ever since attachments
started. i hate how i have to wake up at 5am almost everyday to do something i dont
even enjoy. i hate how my life is routinedly being done. why is my life so horrible.

nande?

im thinking about the better prospects of life.
but i cant.
i dont see any
do you? good for you if you do.
i dont. i see being tired at the end of the day
being scolded.
being stressed.
nothing positive. just negative.
im hating work as it goes.

ward11 is great. the people are nice.
they teach.
just that. im prolly sick & tired of being a nurse.
its not worth it. people my age.
they dont even carry this MUCH responsibility with them
but i do.
how horrible. i wanna quit but i cant
why am i doing a job that's not making me happy.
why. omg. whatever. nothing's gonna change at the end of this entry.
i still feel vexed.
whatever.

aishahsun/tegoshi

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