Saturday, September 29, 2007; first week

at TTSH. it sucks. sorry to say but yeah.
no matter how i see it.
no matter how i dont compare with other hospital
experience there is still very horrible.
my very last i hope.
well i think it would be for the next three years.

reasons why:
1. My mp3 got stolen during the first few hours at work.
2. Getting blasted/scolded at every single thing even when its not your fault.
3. Horrible shifts. after my pm shifts im always getting am. like fff.
4. Doing nothing but AN jobs. i dont mind. BUT please at least teach me what staff nurses do. IM LIKE FREAKING going to graduate as ONE. so HEELLLO.

to the fourth point. although i always seem interested and all. not everyone is willing to teaach. what the heck. and all i get is
"girl. can help me do parameters"
"girl can help me do turning"
"girl can help me feed patient"

OK. am so pissed.
from MONDAY. till today. am working today also.
i bet you. im still gonna do the same thing i did the past week.
& staff nurses there so bochap US.
i speak to them. they think i like invisible
il be like staff nurse this one *******.
& she like deaf never hear me.
sometimes to the point of repeating myself.
but still no use. omg.
i know im a pest and all. and disrupting in your workflow at work.
BUT hell you better think about it. if you're not freaking gonna teach me
who's gonna take of you & the your generations after. if i dont know anything.
i cant teach the next batch of people either what to do.
HELLO. what the heck. please use ur brain & not your freaking heart to do stuff.

& the things i do.
no one sees. except myself.
am not appreciated at all. am so pissed.
everyone's whom i know who's at TTSH for the first time totally think the place sucks
especially level 10. we can just go & die can. haiz.
its 5.27AM now. got to get ready to go to work.
am morning shift.
ytday i reached home 11pm.
was afternoon shift. did OT some more.
ass. at such a place, im telling you its not worth the freaking sacrifice and time.
shit ward 10A.

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