Thursday, May 03, 2007; its a bore.
school's been boring. year3 is so nt fun or interesting. im more like stress. had WPD (workprofessionaldevelopment) lecture just now. dr thomas talked about the future. how we are going to face PRCP which is my 6 months year end attachment at the hospital. & telling us that 3/4 of us are not even ready for it. he kept telling us that it is possible to fail. & how some nurses who pass out two years ago still haven't got over their probation period. damn. this got me scared & demoralised.
i think i need to draw out a study timetable or something like that. for my own good. he also talked about our goals in life. about relationships. & after hearing certain conversations from others. i felt the pain. the pain from the past. i thought i was over him. whatever happened to the "hey people im OK im so over him". did those words come out of my mouth every other time just to please & not make those around me worry?
i dunno. im prolly not giving this incident a thought at all. its just my past. & not my future. people make mistakes. learn from it. just dont' give an encore to it. & you'll learn that not everything will turn out the bad way. im trying to be positive & hopefully it works. its so the last thing on my mind right now. really. XD i think ill go get a short nap or something. superbly tired. with all the late nights & everything. toodles.
aishahsun/tegoshi
I'll quit my ramblings XD {Thursday, May 03, 2007 }