Monday, January 22, 2007; forget.
forget you. forget memories. forget everything. that have ever happened.
my monday.
was a long dready day.
i dunno why. but it just was.
in fact everyday is a long dready day.
its hard to forget. when you are in the same course
the same lectures. i feel weird to just walk pass
him without even a hello. i just do. cause neither he
or me would even stop to talk to each other. it hurts
so much so badly recently. somehow the desire to
graduate is there so that i wont be able to see you
long for you
or miss you more
my past few weeks been a blur
i appear alright
strong
& like nothing's going on
but deep beneath whatever there is that shows
me. i know ive been putting an act.
cause i dun want others to know that ive been
one hell of an emo girl.
somehow doing it works alright at first
but once it gets longer. you just cant bear with
the show/act that youve been putting on.
sighs.
whoever is reading this. please do not care whatever
ive just said above
erase it from your mind
i was just bullshitting
crapping
& wasnt even sure what i was talking about
(althoughiperfectlyknowalltheabovesaidistheTRUTHandnothingbuttheTRUTH)
aishah.
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I'll quit my ramblings XD {Monday, January 22, 2007 }