WARNING: majorblogentryontheway
27thNovember
igotmypink T10 today.
im so in LOVE with it.
im gonna camwhore my entire life
NOW.
ahacks.
LOL.
$539.worthmy MONEY.
28thNovember
I had my NS3 paper today.
it was literally okay.
well except for some.
i could answer most of the questions
went to al-azhar after that.
and they dota-ed after that.
hacks.
myaddictionNOW.
came back & went to study at 888 KFC with clare&gang.
i ended up going blank for NS4.
nth went in that brain up there.
29thNovemberlast day of paper.
woohoo.
the killer paper have been conquered baby
WOOHOO.
today's a maddening day
had cambodia YEP meeting
im in sab&nisah's group
yeah-ness.
we got ready for open house.
kecoh to the max.
my cam full of shit
HAHA. but it was funny
ahacks
mahes RETARDED.
spasm ke ape.
HAHA. tak boleh limbo.
dots.
today is the first day i learn dota.
from clement.
thanks ah ELOCIN
haha.
XD
ill work on my skills.
and i met azni today.
i miss you BABE. truly.
30thNovemberonwards.
today's red camp
red camp.
im the official photographer.
clement gave me that role
click
click
click i went.
HEHE.
got to know i passed NS3.
but didnt do so well.
oh wells.
played pool with them
dots.
only beat clare cans.
skills rusty already
fiq taught me how to spin the ball
LOLS
the next day after red camp
went home.
change & stuff
met fiq. went school for movie marathon.
tiring to the max.
i endured.
white chicks came on. then the grudge.
then. after those two movies i went out.
took a breather. saw fiona. joined her.
we sang. to songs. we sang.
the malay guys were playing the guitar.
singing away to the malay songs.
i stayed out for very long.
from2am-5am.
me fiona june & yiting.
we talk. we talked a lot. from our life.
our goals. what we will be in future.
our love. our feelings. our relationship.
we consoled each other. laugh with each other
and then there & then.
i realised. i need to let go. i must learn to let go
cause its not going anywhere even if i hold on to it.
for the first time. i felt relieved after the cry.
i felt happier for myself.
the after math of that talk was swollen eyes & a broken heart
after movie marathon end.
i cab back with mahes & an.
went back again for red camp
i was tired.
so tired.
i couldnt even open my eyes
we slack.
slack at the NSL lab.
at that small room
called our club house for now.
haha. played a few games with thomas & the rest.
funny siah. haha
the forfeits made my stomach & jaw ache.
i laughed till i couldnt anymore.
HAHAHA.
boos. waited for clement.
and we dota-ed after that
AGAIN!!!!
haha. fun. fun fun.
give me thrills lah this game.
and today.sunday. after chinese class.
once again we planned to meet for dota.
HAHAHAH. meet yiting first.
she accompanied me to eat.
we talk.
again.
continue from that day.
we talked about how lucky.
we were to be friends with them.
those guys. never would i imagine myself
to be friends with them
but. after knowing them better.
i know they were people i could count on.
really. im glad i knew them better.
today's dota game was thrilling
i could feel my heart beating fast after every KILL made.
scary
HAHA. dots.
i think i improved.
but now im stuck on the game.
hehe. 2 weeks to learn
2 weeks to let go.
2 weeks to cry & get over it.
XD
to all going ATTACHMENT good luck people.
mine's nt till 3rd wk.
time to hibernate.
catch up on sleep
urs truly
aishah sun/tegoshi