Wednesday, November 08, 2006; life
nowplaying: the veronicas, everything im not
life these days been going really fast for me.
time's been ultimately fast.
im dreading it to go fast.
cause it means im gonna graduate soon.
graduating means alot.
it means starting to work at AH.
it means starting to drift from all my friends
in school.
and it doesnt help that nursing is so busy &
tiring.
in my second year. a lot of things change.
for me. even though u still see me as loud as
i usually am. deep down. somehow
i know ive been different. those happy moments
are getting few. those laughable moments are
decreasing. with tears, sadness & depression
taking over instead.
somehow stepping in adulthood.
and stepping out of childhood.
it saddens me.
i see a need to grow up.
but somehow im not growing up
fulfillingly.
stress is taking over.
smiles are rare.
i wonder if i'll still be as bubbly as ever when
i go out to work.
when i turn 20.
i wonder if ill still be what i am now.
i wonder.
ill miss my friends a lot.
the clique.
group8
T04
GLs
and him.
to the people whos part of my poly life
and been making it all smiles and laughters for me
thanks.
alot. i hope ill happily go through this 1 1/2 yr left in poly.
SMILES.
aishah
I'll quit my ramblings XD {Wednesday, November 08, 2006 }