Saturday, October 28, 2006; thoughtsdeeepinme

been bored these few days with school
projects.
assignments.
tutorials
lectures.
they bore me.
PERIOD.
so while in the midst of them
here are some of my works.

thefool
I was stupid
I was an idiot
It's too late for me to regret it
I know that i cant turn back the hands of time
I wont be able to see you anymore
I know that
It's my fault. I am really sorry...
Couldnt tell you that I am really sorry
So now i come to beg you for forgiveness
You and I are stupid.
Because of our pride
You and I am stupid.
Because we still love each other
You and I are crying everyday
Because we are both idiots.
just foolish idiots

Regrets
I miss you AGAIN like it was yesterday
My desire to see you just won't disappear
You just keep appearing in my MIND
The more I comfort myself, the more I cry
Even if I rub those tears secretly
The memories are spreading to other memories
Making me cry with a painful heart
I've regret that you've only received
Will you forget me then, because I havent' given you
ANYTHING?
Chorus
I love you
I..... I love you
This is what I learned from you
Out of all the words and phrases in the world
This has become my favourite phrase
I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid
I'm really sorry
I'm sorry for those words that are too late
I wait for you with no shame
Will you return tomorrow by chance
Repeat Chorus

Lost
Why's life been so meaningless lately
Why has it become so down & lonely lately
I feel lost
Lost in the midst of anxiety
Lost in the extremities of this misery
I've lost that self in me
That self confidence in me
That very part of me, myself & I
I've lost it
TOTALLY
COMPLETELY

The Wrong Decision
I really never thought
That I'll be doing this
I've never loved before
And in the end
I fell for the wrong one
I didnt know how it happened
Didnt't know how it go about
But it was wrong
All wrong
Somehow it just didnt felt right
Didnt felt right from the very beginning
I stayed
I carried on
I waited
Waited for something to happen
And right now
I'm still waiting
Waiting for you, the wrong decision.


By yours truly.
Aishah cheesecake

I'll quit my ramblings XD {Saturday, October 28, 2006}