Monday, April 03, 2006; xie zhi.
after reading qianning's blog. i'm inspired to write about HIM.
tony sun xie zhi. someone who grew with me. i started liking him when i was in sec 2. when MVP qing ren started to show. i knew him as tai zi den. from not knowing or reading chinese at all. i slowly picked up my pace just to get the hang of it. so that one day. one day when i do manage to see him i can communicate with him. at that point of time. it was only a dream. that was yet to be realised. i never thought one day i would really meet him in person.
my first attempt was the junction 8 second album autograph session. i almost made it. but i didnt make it in the end. sadness. but i didnt gave up. i remembered i queued for the first time reading my physics textbook there. it was my first. i remembered i first saw him at WEST MALL, bukit batok. i think i just went stunned. and my face was like damn pale. cause i was damn scared. and a bit of shock too.
it was a handshaking auto session. i first shook hands with shaowei den XIE ZHI and renfu and mengzhe. i think xie zhi was shocked when he first saw me. cause i hold his hands so tight. and i remember renfu laughing at me. he was like you like xie zhi ah. haha. den i was like urm how u know? and he just laugh. lol. they gave me a good first impression.
After that. i went for my first CONCERT ever. alone. but i still gt HIGH. and can u imagine among those crowds there were actually all my zhuixing people. only that we never see each other. haha. i still remember runnning in front just to see xie zhi cause everyone in the crowd gt high already. it was damn shiok. those were one of the few memories i had of him. one of the few. and its damn meaningful to me. it all build up the wonderful bond that i ever had with him and the events and experiences. i shall say its always different from any fans of view.
i shall just say xiezhi. u made me a different person. people may just go crazy when see you. like scream so loud. i use to do that. even like you are in front of me. but i guess not anymore. cause like i said its not feng kuang. its something unexplainable. that i shall never know myself too. anywayz. just wanna say. that u are the only one who makes me cry. i dun even noe why i cry for you sometimes.
wei le ni wo de shi jie hen bu yi yang
wei le ni de chun zai wo de shi jie you yi ge qi ji.
wei le ni...
Because of you my world is different
Because of your existence a miracle exist in my life.
because of you...
this is just sth i heard from zhang dong liang lyrics.
but i alter it a bit. haha. gtg.
aishah sun.
I'll quit my ramblings XD {Monday, April 03, 2006 }