Sunday, January 29, 2006; damn.
i'm stuck at home. nowhere to go also what. it's the first day of chinese new year. it's 2.51pm nw. and i still haven eaten. cause my mom just spoiled my fregging appetite. damn her. i was gonna eat just now. took everything already.. all on the plate. until she was like wat's with that face? i was like wat? wat face? my face always like that wat! anyway i have that face cause of wat she cook. its like those anyhow cant be bothered de cooking. and i told her straight in the face if you think that you are lazy dun even bother to cook. no effort shown at all.
so i just left the plate there. and its still there. F. i'm not gonna eat anything that she cook lor i tell you freaking. aargh. i'm pissed. PMS i suppose. these are sometimes the few reasons why i dun go out of my room when i am at HOME. interacting with them only makes me fed up. frustrated and yeah pissed. F them. selfish beings. aargh. i dun feel belonged in this freaking family anywayz. whenever they go out. i'm always never going cause i dun wanna feel left out. even when i go. i dun get to enjoy. but instead i have to take care of those around me. while they get to enjoy the stuff. and hence i rather dun mingle with them at ALL! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i'm just super pissed. aargh! damn you.
p.s: do not comment me if you are with my parents. these is my own personal blog so i can write whatever i please. FUCK! i'm damn pissed. aargh. fuck. i swear i'm not gonna be considerate with them. i'm gonna go against them ALL the way. never am i gonna freaking speak to you guys! FUCK!!
I'll quit my ramblings XD {Sunday, January 29, 2006 }