Saturday, December 31, 2005; fucked up. for e new year.

fuck fuck fuck.

yeah hell. i'm so pissed right now. at my mom. fuck her lah. aargh. just cause i ask her to help me top up my ez-link she's like blabbing and blabbing. fuck. lah. i'm BROKE wat. a bit of help will die issit? issit will die? fuck man. fuck. argh. shit her fuck her. i'm so pissed. at her. watever. at her. she is so NUTS. bei shan is supposedly coming my hse. but yeah tats kinda nt possible nw. haiz. gosh. i tink she's on her way. die lah. haiz. poor thing. sorry beishan. some other time k. i'll make it up to you. sorry girl. sorry. fuck my mom. she can go and die. aargh i'm so pissed. i'm BROKE. to whoever who owes me money. you guys noe who you are. please. and i'm saying please. return me. OK! if nt yeah i think i'm gonna die walking to attachment.

fuck my mom. she sucks. you are such a bitch. i'm saying the truth i cans stand you. i cant wait to get out of this hell of a house. i cant wait to start working. i cant wait to be alone and independent i just wanna get away from you. get away from your fucking world. get away from this realm of hell and torture. aargh my life sucks. is this wat happens when u are 17? den i rather not be. i rather be 7. this new year sucks terribly. hell. wat a start to a year. and i haven even eaten. i guess i'm nt eating today. she didnt even bother cooking. drats. i feel super down now. really need to talk to someone. but nobody i can talk to is online.

yunxu where are u. come online faster leh. i wanna chat. haiz. stupid. life sucks. freak bitch sicko. may you die. freak. i'm just pissed. no comments for this entry thanks ahz. unless you wan me blasting on you. go ahead and comment. say i'm wrong. say lor.fuck.

Aishah Sun.( i'm better off with him.)

I'll quit my ramblings XD {Saturday, December 31, 2005}