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AISHAH; twenty.30thDec88
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27/04 - Jason Xue Meng Zhe's Bdae
01/08 - Zhang Feng Qi's in SG
04/08 - Clare's Bdae
11/08 - Beishan's Bdae
13/08 - NEWS PACIFIC DOME DVD RELEASE
17/08 - Kayaking Star 1
24/08 - Kayaking Star 1
28/08 - Qianning/Wang Ren Fu's Bdae
31/08 - NIKE 10km Run
10/09 - Uchi's Bdae
15/09 - NEWS 5th Anniversary
18/09 - Joyce's Bdae
29/09 - Yu Jing's Bdae
11/10 - Arashi's TW Con
03/11 - Ryo-chan's bdae
04/11 - Litang's Bdae
11/11 - Tegoshi's bdae
07/12 - JLPT4 exam
13/12 - Huiteng's & Priscilla's bdae
18/12 - Wang Shao Wei's bdae
29/12 - Japan trip
30/12 - My bdae : )

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If u think the title of my entry today is inherited from ���Living With Lydia��� the show u are right��� BUT��� to tell you from the start my entry has got nothing to do with it and is no comedy so do not be prepared to LAUGH!! Because it is not funny at ALL!! Red symbolizes anger��� and that is the particular reason why I am using it today. And please do not ask me to relax whatsoever or cool down it is NOT��� I���m telling u NOT WORKING��� damn I am like so super freaking pissed off and the reason is darn I just dunno myself��� I mean like I ask u okay if you were angry with a particular person would you like tell her/him why? ? ? The reason behind? ? ? You should I tell u if not the person u are angry at may just be blowing up like I am right now!!

Fuck man��� damn���I���m boiling deep inside okay��� fine whatever��� Let me like tell you what happen��� Actually I am not even sure what happen��� But well roughly lah��� Yesterday I slept at 4am in the morning��� And woke up at like 11am but at around 9am��� I overheard that my aunty came home but I was too tired sleepy and groggy to bother about what was going on around me��� Den a few minutes later she went out dunno lah go where��� When I woke up I ask her where she went, and she was telling me why are you even bothering?? I mean like what the fuck people care and here you are asking why I bother?? And well I know the bloody reason was that I woke up LATE... 11am?? Okay fine whatever��� HELLO!!! I mean like I am not even supposed to go to school or something why the heck should I even bother to wake early when I like slept less than 8 hours!!

At the point of time when those words came out of her mouth I was like that was the last straw fine whatever! I am not ever asking anything! PERIOD! It was bad enough that at her house I had do everything myself like wash the dishes, and folding my clothes and stuff. I do not even have to do that at my own house lolz. And I wasn���t even complaining even though I wasn���t really happy to do it lahz BUT I still did it OK!! All this was like bad enough already right as it seems to be?? But I tell you I have been eating maggi these few days because she didn���t cook anything for me. None at all! Just now was worst��� Usually there was still lunch but today nada!!! Not a thing at all���

I was like okay fine. I will do it myself!! MYSELF!! I mean I can survive I am after all an F&N student and I guess my dinner today is gonna be the same thing or maybe nothing at ALL��� I am not even in the mood to eat��� SHIT this is so depressing��� I was like suppose to go out with azni, farhanah and yah but really I wasn���t in the mood��� thought that it could be salvaged but it turned out otherwise��� I should have gone out but yah��� I definitely hate staying at home��� how I wish there was school��� Aargh whatever I am like not in the mood anymore��� Some people do not deserve the care and concern that we show them, that is what I learn today and shall remember for life.