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2009-04-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

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nobody's around

2008-11-22T18:50:00.001+08:00

i look around me, and i see all my friends drifting away from me.
is being into fandom something that kinda destroy or disturbs your whole life.
i guess mine is. i want to not care, but sometimes, it unintentionally hurts so bad.
i dont say it out but i wish could get away from everything. i think today is just one of those
emotional days.

sorry news, sorry tegoshi.
i enjoy going for concerts.
doing all these stuff.
and flying over to japan for you,
but when something real happens.
i dont think fandom will be able to save me.

my friends would. lend a listening ear at least.
but that was last time.
if its now,with all my friends drifting away from me, im guessing, ive just got myself to back up on.
go aishah youve only gt urself.

2008-08-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

The best part of this whole week is IM ON LEAVE.
& i had the most ultimate fun ever.

: ) so worth it.
from catching up with friends.
to catching up with idols.
and even family.

27th July 2008, Sunday.

Started up the day to meet RIN, GERALDINE, RYOUKO, SIRU for lunch. and i was especially excited to meet the girls cause it was my first time meeting rin & g after so long of knowing them online : )) we ate pepper lunch and i left for japanese class soon after.

After class, met the girls again for one song of cash studio. HAHAHA. sang kiss with G then we went to have dinner at this restaurant in central, whose food rocks. : ) like totally. and its japanese. rin ate escargots. =_____=" and she was looking at the pores of the snail before eating them. GROSS right?
*shakes head* cant bring self to eat it no matter what.

The day ended well only i wasnt looking forward to work the next day

view from the classroom

wendy&me

the gift from rin&g

rin's darkened ESCARGOTS. =___='

30th July 2008, Wednesday

Was working morning shift, met ryouko, siru,celest,rin & g after work at vivo.
it was supposed to be SENTOSA day. but yeah cause we were late, they forgot about it
=____= spazz and took lotsa pictures at starbucks, though rin was VERY unwilling to take pictures.
: ((( celest gave me my WHOLE TON of TEGOSHI'S OFFICIAL PICTURES, and she got me biscuits from japan. THANKS MRS KAMENASHI : )))

went to had dinner at chijmes after that. DELICIOUS, though price was pretty steep, once in a while is okay, but the food was good. we talk lotsa over the meal. from racist indian jokes to disgusting perverted ones. *STARES AT DANA/SIRU/SELESTINA* lol.

caught on camera

siru&me

celesstttine & me : ))

geraldine & me

US ALL. : ))))

31st July 2008, Thursday

Had appointment at KKH with the gynae first thing in the morning. I dread morning. I want to SLEEP. roars.
My aunt accompanied me, anyways the op's cancel and all and the doctor said she'll recheck me in three months with moar scans and stuff, but for now im fine. for now. : ((

Had breakfast and went suntec city after that. AND MY AUNTY FORCED me to cancel my plans with the girls. kills self. haiz. sorry people couldnt meet up with u guys for puris and dinner @ waraku.

=___________=

She asked me to accompany her to the singapore garden exhibition. orz. boring. but actually it was pretty fun & nice to look at, the flowers that is. BUT i was really pretty tired of walking and walking and moarr walking. Then went to orchard, did some shopping and had dinner. And when i was about to go home, GUESS WHO I MET? GERALDINE. and then i told her what happened, she said it was okay. lucky for friends who's understanding neh. xD

& when i reached home. I REALISED. my computer LCD machine was BURNT. like yeahhhh~~~ so now i'm using this very OLD monitor that i used when i was like FOURTEEN. SIX YEARS ORZ and its still okay. DONT BUY HP MONITOR , they dont even come with WARRANTY.

stupid.

FLOWER/ORCHID SPAM BEGINS.
SIXTY EIGHT PICTURES.
out of 100 that i took.

out of light.

better. : )

1st August 2008, Friday

FENG QI'S COMING.
: ) DANIEL'S COMING.
YEAYYY.

i rotted at home till late. then i left my hse at 7pm to fetch feng qi from the airport. at first i felt normal. THEN, when i REALLY saw him at the airport i got SO NERVOUS. bloody hell it was so nerve wrecking. when he at last saw me, he was like... EH HAO JIU BU JIAN!! and i was like yeahhh. then no more reaction. dots. FAILS.

thanks to jiazhen & yuhui for accompanying me. YUHUI he's CUTE RIGHT. : )))
and we really need to stop talking about JE at feng qi's event dots. =____="

went to town for dinner with jiazhen at the japanese pasta place @ cine. I FORGOT THE NAME of the place. thennn rin text me and asked if i was in for KARAOKE. and i said why not. and thats how i spend the last night with rin & G. RIN's SO FUNNNYYYYY. hahahahahahhaa. she could get high so easily. LMAO. i shall nt mention what its about. HAHHAHAHA she'll kill me.

2nd August 2008. Saturday

Went for my colleague's wedding at bukit batok. it was so PINKISH. this was my first wedding reception without my parents. scary. felt so weird, like i wasnt supposed to be there and stuff.

Then, went back home and rushed to feng qi's event soon after which was also at bukit batok. When he finally came i just hanged around and watch him from afar after saying hello for a bit, to let him know i was there to see him perform. Met YIJIE. I havent seen her in AGES. she was the first few people i feng feng qi with. so it was really memorable to meet her : ))) i miss juliana though. her house is too far for her to come over. sadly.

After randomly hanging around feng qi and he was right behind me, he talked to me for a bit.

FQ: Aishah.
Me: YEAH?
FQ: Long time no see. You still never change hor? Never grow up ahs?
Me: YEAHH. im still the same didnt grow up, still as short as ever, never drink milk mah thats why. DOTS.
FQ: Joking only lahh. Don't get angry ahs.
Me: =_________="

HE FAIL. so COLD lah. dots.

went back home after sending him off to his van. : )

3rd August 2008, Sunday

I SKIPPED JAPANESE CLASS FOR FENG QI TODAY.
kinda. DOTS.

anyways. I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET YUI @ 9.30am and i overslept, therefore we gave up on the uchiwa idea. decided to do it at night later after yuhui finished work. cabbed down to cineleisure, rushed to more than words to get the winnie the pooh that i always get for him whenever he's in singapore. it was HUMONGOUS. i couldnt find anything smaller, its not that i didnt want to get something smaller. REALLY.

The gathering was fun, feng qi was funny/lame/cute/smallboy. and we tried our best to make him feel less awkward, had fun singing all his songs and stuff. Some people duet and sang with him and stuff. Then they decided to play the "hai dai" game. And the winner could get his necklace. : ))) and the necklace was so pretty. & HE wore it before! then Yuhui dragged me along to the game, and said why dont we just play just for fun, without thinking much i did. AND IT WAS MY FIRST EVER HAI DAI GAME. and the last two people standing were ME & YUHUI. can u believe it. omg. i was so happy. i told her, if either of us won we'll take turns wearing it.

and in the end i won the game. i think i wanted to die a happy person. like on the spot. then had to play with feng qi. ACTUALLY it was only ONE ROUND then i WON already. then he said. TWO more rounds can? PLEASE. and i said okay, so he won. LOL. but he still gave me the necklace.

OMG FENG QI. SPAZZZ.
Y$*(#$&$&**$&&**&&)(!!!!!!!!!!
=____=

then i gave him his pooh. : )) and i told him to JIAYOU. he shook my hand so hard. his grip is strong. LOL

and the necklaceeeee.
and he help me put it ON. OMG. dies a million time in advance. seriously.
got lotsa pictures with him but only one with my phone/camera. The rest is with the fanclub people. Can't wait for them to send me those pictures and the video, which i bet i look stupid in. HURHUR.

today was the best day of my life.
REALLY. having heard u say my name so much was really super unexpected.
to even remember my name is something. thanks. thanks you.

went to art friend to get stuff for the uchiwa making session later at yuhui's place. gt back home and started writing his letter. thanks jiayan : ) for helping me edit/translate.

4th August 2008, Monday

12AM - Sneaked out of the house to make uchiwa.

1AM-5AM - Made uchiwa ALL THE WAY. just for him. BYEBYE sleep.

5AM-6AM - Bath, get ready and chiong to airport. cabbed down. oh so expensive.

6.30AM
Feng qi arrived. considered quite early, his flight's at 0810hrs. Complained to him that i didnt sleep because of the uchiwa lmao. And he asked if it was for him, and i said yeahh. Waited for him to check in, talked to his dad for a bit, ask him take care and to come again to singapore. While walking off to breakfast, feng qi ask me where's my necklace and i said its at home, in a safer place besides i didnt wanna cry, just thought i would cry if i was wearing it and sending him off. and he was like oh. asked me to take care of his necklace well and he explained that he wore it a few times and stuff for promotions and stuff.

Finally gave him the letter too. He saw the first ever picture we took together, which was way back in 2004/5 and he said, ehh i didnt change still look as handsome as ever. DOTS. and i said yeah lah yeah lah, still so handsome. *SMILES* faints. oh feng qi. they brought around my winnie the pooh since it was impossible to check it in. that humoungous bear. HAHAAHA. he said if the customs rejects it when he's going up the plane he's gonna send it back to my house. LOL. and i said how to you dont have my address can. he's such crack.

i feel more like a friend now then a fan : ))))))))))))
and those random of calling my name out. aarghhhh.
sooo cute. : ))))))

During breakfast, i didnt felt like eating, yuhui too. He came over to our table and gave us hashbrowns. And he said to yuhui those were love tokens from HIM. lol whatever. HASHBROWNSS right. He finally checked in, got to take a last picture with him, with my uchiwa, and my winnie. : ))))
he said he'll hug the pooh to sleep in the plane later. AWWWW.

then finally.

Hugged his dad byebye. Said bye to his mom. and of course to feng qi. After passing the customs, he used the uchiwa to wave us bye bye. HAHAHAHA. and he even used it for imaginary wings. He's so retarded sometimes but he's still the feng qi i like. : )
BYE little boy. ill see you october. hopefully.

*muacks*

lotsa LOVE aishahhhh

first blood. and back

2008-07-24T15:27:00.006+08:00

im sorry ive neglected you my dear blog. : )
and therefore im back for good. got reallly comfortable in LJ.
and still am. but i shall not forget where i began blogging.

: ) AND that tube of blood. was taken by me.
FIRST blood. and i gt it on first attempt. i dare say i didnt cause a lot
of pain to the patient. REALLY. my colleague told me to try since it was night
shift and nobody was around, it would be okay. and being confident enough i did it.

and tonight my is my FOURTH night. this is so tiring.
but i got use to it already. i hope i get to do more nights with nice people.
pray that tonight would be a good night for me and my colleagues.

and TWENTY MORE DAYS.
` till release of NEWS FIRST TOKYO DOME DVD.
: ) YEAY!

Oricon top 100 ranking for 2007.

- rankings of NEWS/TEGOMASS/JE respectively -

04) ARASHI - Love so sweet
05) KAT-TUN - Keep the faith
06) KAT-TUN - Yorokobi no Uta
09) Kanjani8 - Kanfuu Fighting
10) NEWS - weeeek
13) NEWS - Hoshi wo Mezashite
14) Hey! Say! JUMP - Ultra Music Power
15) ARASHI - Happiness
18) Kanjani8 - Zukkoke Otokomichi
21) KinKi Kids - Eien ni
22) Kanjani8 - It's My Soul
23) KinKi Kids - BRAND NEW SONG
27) ARASHI - We can make it!
28) Hey! Say! 7 - Hey! Say!
44) KAT-TUN - Bokura no Machi de
46) Tegomass - Kiss ~Kaeri Michi no Love Song~
50) V6 - HONEY BEAT / Boku to Bokura no Ashita
58) Tegomass - Miso Soup
85) TOKIO - Sorafune / do! do! do!
88) Tackey & Tsubasa - x ~Dame~ / Crazy Rainbow
96) V6 - Jasmine / Rainbow
99) Tackey & Tsubasa - SAMURAI

22 spots conquered by JE. : )
and i've realised the trend of minimum TWO singles per year for every
JE group. and they all get to number one on the oricon style.
you go money making KITAGAWA. dots

aishah

sleepyhead. : ((

2008-05-01T02:27:00.002+08:00

am at the clinic now.
working. its 0227HRS.
and there's patients who come in to do FACIAL.
i repeat FACIAL @ 0227HRS.
CRAZY or what.
this is called too much money.
nothing better to do.
& too bo liao.

crazy things people do.
the rich people do.
FACIAL when they feel like it.

MISSY OI. : )

2008-04-22T22:42:00.006+08:00

ive started work. sinceee. 7th APRIL 2008.
today is 22nd APRIL 2008. its been quite fast.
: ) we're even starting to PLOT our annual leave already.
being a staff nurse. its no easy feat. its about being responsible.
& throughout the three years in NP. i thank god picked up being
responsible along the way. although most of the time im always late.
i still try to be earlier nowadays.

cant believe im not a student nurse anymore. its like. wow. time passed super fast.
being in the reality, the adult world. i shant say its sweet like candy. but its not
as bitter as well. just that. we have to get use to it. use to growing up.

and the pic spam begins here.
over the years.
this is how i changed.
how everyone around me changed.
from NUH postings. very long AH PRCP postings.
OT postings. A&E postings. KKH postings.
everyone lasted it all. some left along the way.
some persevered and stay on.
BUT im glad they left me an impression of my past three years as a student nurse.
& now. even as a staff nurse. i hope everyone does well. jiayou all.
: ) persevere. im sure everyone will make a very good staff nurse.
NP taught us well.

and after it all. FINALLY a staff nurse.
: ) with the same great people as colleagues.

i look forward to my days working.
bless me people.
: ))) ILU.

Wishlist _

2008-03-22T07:30:00.003+08:00

1. Softbank 911T

-3.2 megapixels.
-superbig screen
- ITS JAPANESE.

2. Apple Macbook Pro
-250GB hardrive FTW : )) fangirl's dream
-pretty
-tego/shige/ryo uses it (stupidreason)

3.Apple ITouch 32GB -BLOODY expensive.
-prettty.
-LARGE screen & touch screen. ive gt fetish for touch screen, my mp3 now,samsung is touchscreen, but its unfortunately 2GB ONLY. wth. : (

everything mentinoned above was me speaking in my unreal state of mind.
dont bother this crazy gadget freak

AISHAH. : ))

SUJU. saranghae-d

2008-03-22T06:12:00.003+08:00

cause this two video made me stuck on SUJU, the whole night. : )
so much love. serious. i dont normally get weepy and cry that much.
but well my everything was like <3>

aishah. : )

LEEDONGHAE.

night shift.

2008-03-18T05:54:00.002+08:00

its been a while since ive blog. really been damn long lahhs. alot of things that happened in my life, but i didnt update. didnt feel like it i suppose. ill try my best to update everyday. but somehow, if you do realise, i hate blogging without pictures therefore seldom do plain posts, unless its a hate or ranting post. lol.

i cant possibly post my enemy's picture on my blog and write buta on his/her face write. hahaha. saves space for better pictures. LMAO. right now its 5.58AM. im working right now. at a novena clinic. so im now at work. i start 8pm. end 8am. so two more hours to go. ganbare yo.
: )))

been doing nights since thursday. today is my fifth night. i totally broke my own working record. PLUS. ive gt work at fish&co at 12pm later. till 5pm. then i come to the clinic again and work the 12 hr shift. okay aishah. you win. hands down. everyone's worried about me. sorry tomodachi (friends).

: (( i really need to work hard while i can yo. when i properly start work as a staff nurse in april. april the 7th to be exact i dont think ill even have time to go anywhere besides the hospital only. bloody hell. im tired. & im practicing my japanese syukudai (homework) now. jyaaa mata ne.

ill write soon. promise. with picture updates.

: ))

An extract

2008-02-11T11:06:00.000+08:00

i forget his name.
i forget his face.
i forget the love I once knew.
i forget him when they played our song.
i forget how close we were.
i forget the way he used to talk.
i forget the way he used to dress up.
i forget the way he used to laugh.
i forget the way he used to brighten my day.
i forget the things he used to say.
i forget his grin.
i forget all his gifts.
i forget the time that went so fast.
i forget the love that moved me.
i forget the promise.
i forget the word 'I`ll never leave you'.

and so what do i REMEMBER?

i remember that he`s gone forever.
i remember he has someone new.
i remember he has choosen her.
i remember when I cried all day and night long.
i remember he has gone away.
i remember its his loss.
and i shall remember the day he left saying that its for my own happiness.

my saturday

2008-02-10T13:45:00.000+08:00

The first thing i did when i open my eyes in the morning, was to grab my phone and call KINOKUNIYA.
like WTF. i am hentai i swear. oh man. after getting through the line, the person told me, that anan would only be in at 2pm. & to call back afterwards. LMAO. wth. wth. when i called again at 2pm. THE FREAKING LINE WAS ENGAGED. IT WAS ENGAGED. the person told me. && when i called again ten minutes later, the person was kinda chuckling at the end. I think she somehow figured out i was at the other end and had been trying to call MILLION of times. when i finally got through i was so happy i think i felt like bursting. BWAHAHA. i made my reservations and the person was like for one copy? and i was like no three copies. HAHAHAHHAHAA. one for me. one for shereen and one for her friend. LMAO.

Planned to meet jiazhen that day. It was after all a a week since 56 went off. sad-ed. We went to the airport, to kinda recap and recall everything that happened last week, Took pictures at all the random but yet very meaningful places. It was love. From boarding gate 12, to the departure hall and the departure gate, to the escalators , to both the viewing malls and to the arrival hall. Kinda felt like everything happened yesterday only. i miss them. Then while randomly walking i look at the departuring flights & i spotted OSAKA and TOKYO. && i even saw an SQ flight arriving from NAGOYA. oh man. i want to go.

OH YEAH. i have to mention this. when we went there ytday THE SKYTRAIN cocked up. bwahahaha. and thus the picture above. people got stuck there cause there were from another terminal. BLOODY FUNNY SIGHT. that's why i took a picture. haha. im damn jian. but oh wells.

went to orchard after that. walked around. i bought a blue cardigan. bought magazines at kino also. duet and seventeen. then we were so tired we decided to go eat at this YAKITORI place upstairs at far east. I TELL YOU THAT PLACE ROCKS. seriously. they serve the best japanese food EVER. ever. ever in singapore. and the sashimi salad rocks. rocks. when we put the first piece in our mouth, my face and jiazhen looked like total idiots lah. HAHA. it was really nice. PLEASE GO THERE OKAY PEOPLE. it might burn a hole in your pocket a bit. BUT once in a while. serious go there. it's worth it.

: )) i had a great saturday. YEAY.

sun hachi. : )))

2008-02-06T02:28:00.000+08:00

my report for 56's trip this time round.
: )) like finally. after so long i finally get down to writing it.

3rd February 2008, Saturday

I was working morning shift that day. I never thought i would be able to take them from the airport, as their scheduled time to reach singapore was 3.15pm. But flight got delayed. Oh boy. Happy : )
maybe it was fate afterall. i finished work at 3.30pm. Jiazhen, jarael and jiayan and uncle koh came to fetch me. went to my house, took my camera and i was spazzing about NEWS to jiazhen. and how nice the EXILE song, michi was. HAHA. so not high about sunxiezhi coming can.

Well not until i was at the airport lah.
Not until i saw them for myself. The flight was delayed for two hours. They reached at 5.10pm. Saw renfu first. then saw the rest on the escalator. mengzhe wore pink. erm. no comments. HAHA. i gt high and shouted 56. LMAO. then i shouted xiezhi when he was directly downstairs. He saw and wave. First contact yo. After so long.

Not a lot of people came to fetch them. But it wasnt a miserable crowd either. Maybe around 50 people? I think so. Sorry im impossible at gauge-ing. LMAO i fail. I was chasing that day with zx. There were like 6-7 cars chasing. The feel was kinda back. It felt great to be seeing them once more. When the van pass my maxi, xie zhi was looking up. He saw us all, zx's and smiled. Point of happiness. Maybe he did wonder the reason for such a small crowd of us this time round. But oh well people change yo. Cant expect them to be liking the same people for a very long time. Not everyone is like me and those who are still supporting them right, this six years, too much hardship came my way to give them up. Its like they are a part of my memory which is already blend in with me and how my life works.
seriously. that's how much they really mean to me.

From the airport, they went straight to Max Pavillion, to rehearse. Most probably because of time constriction they did not even check in to the hotel first. Basically beat box competition was really boring and all. WELL maybe cause im not very interested no? When 56 finally came out, i was actually sleeping at first. But when we knew they were coming out. i swear the sleepiness went away too. AND every 56 fan ran to the front. Its like everyone knew they were coming out. Nice sight. Serious. People were standing on chairs. Screaming their lungs out. And screaming 56 56 56. It totally felt like i was at a concert.

At first i was on the floor. And couldnt see a single shit. Until i saw lau jiazhen stand on the chair. And she told me. COME COME ON THE CHAIR. you would die for this sight. HAHA. and she was totally right.

: ) I was standing on the chair. singing to the songs. doing hand movements and all. and it was fun. really fun. ive not had so much fun in a million years with 56 ever since the BWL concert. the four of us hugged each other on the chair, balancing and trying our best to not fall. It was a totally funny sight. Haha. though i wish a lot more of zx's were there. It was still loads of fun.

After their performance finished, I/WE RAN ALL THE WAY to the back of the pavillion. Like a bunch of mad dogs. Halfway i wanted to die. And stopped. But i turn around to a whole bunch of people running so i continued running and not give up. WTH. it was way worst then 2.4km. Bwahaha. Ended up we waited in our maxi. For 56 to come out. and I was zhi HIGH-ing on my own. HAHA. crazy woman like they call me.

Then we on 56's album in the maxi and we started doing the actions. I tell you we were mad. But fun. I envy those moments. Those times. I know ive said it a million times. But things like this. Needs to be re-emphasised. Really.

After a whole long wait. They finally came out. I just remembered chasing them to first lau pa sat. But they changed their mind and not stopped there cause there was hell lot of people. Instead they went to the nearby 7 eleven. LIKE again. I think its like their FAVOURITE past time to buy food there in the middle of the night. LMAO.

They went in. I patiently waited outside. Xie zhi came out first and didnt buy anything. He saw me, i looked at him, he nodded and smiled at me and gave me that hi look and i just calmly smiled back at him. And he said im going up the van already. After he left for the van, i swore i just stood there silently, apparently still shock, and there was this one sam club girl (she's freaking nice, if you happen to read this please tell me your name OKAY?) who said wow, i saw all of that. And i was like yeah, OMG i know. Did that really just freaking happened? And i was spazzing all the way to lau jiazhen. like OMG. sunxiezhi. he freaking smiled at me first. OMFG. okay im still not over it i tell you. And i was also spazzing at how good looking he was upclosed, not that i didnt know that fact already BUT yeah. haha.

They went back to the hotel after that. It was a good day. towards the end at least. Those waiting and more waiting. & i swore to write my letter that very night. When i had work at 7am the next morning. Aishah's crazy. Not that everyone didnt know that fact already. It just plainly needs re-emphasising. BLEAH.

4th February 2008, Sunday

I started out my day with work. like wth. & i didnt manage to finish up my letter all. BOOS.
after work. i chiong to J8. made it just in time. lucky. adeline, linghui, jarael, jiazhen were the only ones there beside me. when we finally went up. it was already 5pm. 56 came out shortly after that. they danced man you zhong guo. sang yue er guang guang. played some games with the fans. and entertained us and themselves for abit before they settled down for the autograph session.

as the dj were talking about non-chinese fans. jarael was like here here here got one. WAHLAU EH. JARAEL LAI i kill you. not that it hasnt been obvious enough these past years. hurhur. waited a bit before we could go up. but we were still the first few rows in front. yeay. i was first to go up. didnt know what to say to shaowei so i had hey. and jiazhen who was next said hi to him. and adeline who was after that said hello. bwahaha. wth. xiezhi was next. this was worst. cause i didnt know what to say i said. xie zhi happy bdae. and he said xiexie. i still say bu yong canss. haha. and he told me xin nian kuai le. and i told him ni ye shi. LMAO. whatever.

apparently. zx's said he talked the most to me cause i knew he was his fan, not like it was not obvious enough. EH like this call the most. haha right. no comments. after that i lost track what happened when i was staring at mengzhe and renfu. lol. but i knew renfu looked up and said thanks. briefly. somehow.

after that we went to buy food. cause i was really hungry. asked uncle koh to come. came up to see how the crowd upstairs was doing then we went down again. uncle koh finally came. and linghui was spazzing about shaowei. she said shaowei told her, i saw your message on internet. which apparently would be friendster. then everyone said. OH thats cause shaowei remember pretty girls only. AHAHAHA. lmao. its true. i think.

after the auto quite a few people were chasing. then after 56 came down we were in the maxi, we saw from ahead ALOT OF PEOPLE were running towards our direction which was where 56's van was heading to. it was a funny sight. people were actually running from junction 8 to the main road beside the construction site. scary shit. hurhur. apparently jiazhen said they should be kuku fans. civilised fans book maxi's and chase. hurhur.

they went to eat at long beach. the one at damsey road. & thank god i went there the other time and somehow explored enough of that place. everyone was running after them. i decided to be cheeky and go the other way. the way where no one was at. except us zx's. somehow. we stumbled across 56. everyone waved at us. except mengzhe. hurhur. they went into the VIP room. and before they closed the white curtains 56 turned and wave at us all. us is me, linghui, jiazhen, adeline and jarael. which is scary.

i think the white words ZHUI XING on the black t-shirt was really kinda prominent to not be seen. went to buy food. AGAIN. and had dinner on the maxi. after that we went to the back of long beach restaurant and waited for them to come out. it was a mess after that. 56 came out from the back, and i forgot my phone, so i couldnt contact uncle koh. therefore i just ran down at TOP SPEED. and the rest of zx's all followed. i dont think ive ever run that fast for a very long time.

i just remembered chasing and chasing 56. we lost them and when we finally got them back we were in the accident. everything seemed so surreal. the accident. 56's van passing us when it all happened. everything came by very fast. i swear. i hated macdonald bikers at that very moment. hated. and when we got hit. it was at adeline and my side. the impact shocked me and caused me to close my eyes. when i finally open it i saw 56's car pass me and maxi's passing us one after another. the tears just automatically flowed from my eyes.

and at that point of time. the one person whom i wanted to be there was xiezhi. i wish he was there comforting us and asking me if i was okay. when we settled everything. i lost the passion to chase. it was like give it up already. everyone decided to went back. but.

me. the crazy me. wanted to be at the hotel. i told jiazhen. and she said okay cause she saw how i was crying and all. sobbing and everything. IVE never cried like that for 56/sunxiezhi for a very long time. seriously. we walked and walked got lost then we cabbed to liang court. and we continued walking to grand corpthorne. when we finally there. we sat at the roads. looking at the hotel. i kinda felt at peace somehow. just by looking at it. knowing there are safely inside. we just kept staring and talking about 56's random things and how the past days experience had been nice and all. and that was when i saw 56's gong zuo ren yuan. LMAO. we freaked out. and i pretended to read a book.wth. jiazhen shoved 56's album a side and acted she was like looking at the surroundings. DAMN FUNNY. they passed us twice. and we did the same thing.

hurhur. how stupid can we get right?
jiayan called and we talked to her through the speaker and spazz about 56.
and spoke about the accident all. she planned to skip school the next day and see 56.
at like 2.30am. i suddenly remembered my letter not done. we finally decided to go home. my house. at my house i couldnt take it and slept. INSTEAD of writing the letter. bwahaha. and jiayan who was supposed to come my house was stranded outside cause we were sleeping. im sorry dearest. when i finally got down to writing my letter it was 11.15am already.

went to print my letter and all. took 858, spazz and slept a bit here and there. jarael reached first. when we finally reached. we barely made it. after i came out from the toilet i saw 56's van. kinda made a quick dash. but they didnt plan to stop. they made circles and circles. i freaked out lah. cause i had the letter to pass. walked up and down frantically. then the sam club girl told me. Eh their gong zuo ren yuan there, they should be coming already. OMG. she's so nice can. like seriously, please tell me which fan would even do this. when they finally came down. i was relieved. xie zhi came down last. i pass him the letter and said gei ni de and he said hao de. xie xie.

i left him with the crowd after that. i waited at the glass departure door. while waiting for his turn for the immigrations he kinda read my letter, and jiayan was like AISHAH HE's READING YOUR LETTER. since my board was the front of the letter i showed up my board to him. and he waved back the letter to me. omg. point of happiness. and jiayan was like aishah you are getting on my nerves i so wanna kill you. HAHA. chill babe. this is SIX years worth of sacrifice. he waved his last goodbyes. and walked off. we all ran to the viewing mall. the outside one. and the one inside after that. and alot of people followed me running there. hurhur.

we stared at them shopping inside for a good ten minutes. shaowei finally saw us and he yanjiu-ed quite a bit before deciding to wave at us. then xie zhi waved at us after jarael waved at him first. he basically saw our zhuixing board which was the only one up for them to see on the glass windows. hurhur. before walking off. xie zhi bend down a bit and waved us goodbye.

we made our way to the viewing mall and waited for the plane to take off. saw 56 through the glasses before they made their way inside the plane. you know the glass path u walked through before boarding the plane. yeah that one. we saw them walked pass that one. bye56. bye sunxiezhi.
may we meet again.

i would love to see you in tw. for a concert. really.
best of luck.
: )))

signing off aishahsun.

night shift

2008-02-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

its 0100 hours now.
im at the hospital. doing night shift.
my second night.
two more nights to go.
HHAHAHA. im bored lah. finish all my stuff already.
was feeling like sleeping.
until i decided to surf the net. oh god am i jian.
HAHAH. my patients are all nicely sleeping.
took 13 cases today.
3 cubicles basically.
hlaf the ward. what a night.
&&&& TAIYOU NO NAMIDA PV is out. they are oh so hot.
and tego's the only wet one in it.
muahahaha. shit wth.
: )))

by the way
i miss my sun hachi.
: )) ALOT.

random. and true

2008-01-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

i think i totally lost it for them
gawd do i feel sad.
: (

its like i even tried to go watch their shows.
to download.
but it just doesnt seem to excite me like it always do.
: (

terrible
horrible.
and when they come.
im working in the morning.
MORNING.

7am-3.30pm
GOOD luck.
to even being able to see them
i fail as a 56 fan.
i fail as a sun xie zhi's fan.
suan ler.
whatever.
this is sad.
my six years of fandom
gone to waste just like that.
: (
all those sacrifices.
gawd.

Procrastinate

2007-12-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

ive been procrastinating alot.
and im so lazy to write about those three days.
even though its damn WOOHOOS.
: ))) and worth it. i think ill write at night.
when i finish work. four darling rocks.
: )) ZX. the shiniest star ever.
im proud to be a zx-ian. <3

nine more days.

2007-12-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

nine more days.
and 5566 comes.
sun xie zhi comes.
so is huangyurong. & 183.
but. i dont feel excited. im more feeling frustrated than ever.
firstly, no one's chasing.
except the very confirmed ones.
like me.
qianning.
then the rest.
i also not sure.
no money and all. how. two people chase?
good lah. two people only.
from that twelve. now only two. okay whatever.
aiyah whatever lah. frustrated. 56 comes but im not even in the least excited or in the mood.
id rather spend my holidays working and using that money for tokyo dome concert.
im more excited for that can. sorry 56. sometimes ur fans just make me vomit blood.
: (

off days.

2007-11-26T09:57:00.000+08:00

for one i hate off days spend at home.
im supposed to get rest CORRECT?
but i dont. i get nagged at.
i get fucking nagged at BECAUSE my fucking pay doesnt come in.
i get fucking nagged at BECAUSE my fucking pay is neglected by
stupid alexandra hospital human resource shit. fuck.
what the fuck.
everything is my fault now. you go bloody call HR now & dont freaking
complain to me. cause i dont take charge of their finances.
I ONLY FREAKING WORK FOR THEM.
CB. im so pissed.

fine you scold me for this.
then you also scold me for using the internet too much
and you fucking threaten me to cut the internet.
cause reason is i sleep in the morning and stay awake at night.
for god's sake
i slept at 5am JUST NOW.
and fucking look at the time now. its 10AM.
AND I AM AWAKE. SO WHAT's YOUR POINT AGAIN CB!
go and fucking die. yeah i think i should. omg.

and i just so freaking stop working at fish&co.
its the biggest mistake ever. AND YOU STILL DARE ASK ME
why im WORKING TWO JOBS.
well. EVERYTHING IS A REASON NOW to work.
and one, get away from YOU.
two, so that you wont fight with me everyday over CB MONEY.
thats why
fine im done.
dont read if you dont want to.
i didnt ask you to.

: ))

2007-11-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

its 11.45pm.
i ended my shift two hours ago.
am back home now & just finished a very latee dinner.
omg. fattening. but i need the energy for work tomorrow morning.

today i started work in a tired & daze state. had a headache. & was running a fever the day before too.
BUT a few hours into the shift.
i kinda gt myself moving and used to the workflow again.
: ) maybe after all i am meant for the job.
maybe.

on the way home.
met sab. its been a while since i last chatted with him.
asked about work & how was SGH.
he told me about newton this coming saturday.
: ) am going to meet them after work @ fish&co.
its been a while since i met these guys.

been working at fish&co like crazy this half a month.
: ( im kinda used to the job.
& been thinking about money again as usual.
and not care about surrounding or environment.
: ( working there is no fun anymore.
not like it used to be when it first just opened.
but im gonna work at fish&co still.
till i graduate.
DUH. am gonna work during my holidays.
cause i wanna go for a holiday at TAIWAN&JAPAN before i
really start working for real. i need a break.
: ) REALLY.

&&& speaking of TAIWAN.
guess whaattt.
: )
THOSE FOUR NUMBERS

5566.

they are releasing an album this DECEMBER

those people
who ive been waiiting for.
thheeyyy finally did something.
its like a super long awaiteddd albuumm
: ) YEYAYYY

SUN XIE ZHI
YEAYYYY.

okay am high.
i misss you HUSSSSSBANDD.
: )

aishahsun/tegoshi

Happy bdae dearest.

2007-11-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Bdae

Tegoshi Yuya

because to me you are more

than just a fandom.

Tegoshi Yuya,

Today's November 11.

And its your special day.

I hope today you'll get to celebrate it with all your loved ones.

From the very shy, quiet person i once knew.

You turned to the confident person as an individual.

From the one who didnt stand out much in performances.

You turned to be the one with the sharp moves.

From the one who didnt had much to say then.

You turned to be the one today with a whole lot of whack & laughs in you.

Whoever you are and you decide to be, I will always respect you in everything you

want and wish to do : ) cause simply tegoshi you are the best. you bring a smile in my life. you make me look forward to everyday.thanks for making these two years a very happy memorable one.

& cause simply every sacrifices made for you is worthwhile.

sannkkyuu.

aishahtegoshi. : )

life random shit.

2007-11-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

today is the 8th of november 2007.
just came back from work 2 hours ago @ 2300hrs.
& i want to say something

i hate the responsibility given to me.
i hate my job.
i hate the way it goes.
i hate how i get so freaking tired at the end of the day and leave me with
no energy to do anything at all.

i hate how my life has been going on this past 10 weeks plus ever since attachments
started. i hate how i have to wake up at 5am almost everyday to do something i dont
even enjoy. i hate how my life is routinedly being done. why is my life so horrible.

nande?

im thinking about the better prospects of life.
but i cant.
i dont see any
do you? good for you if you do.
i dont. i see being tired at the end of the day
being scolded.
being stressed.
nothing positive. just negative.
im hating work as it goes.

ward11 is great. the people are nice.
they teach.
just that. im prolly sick & tired of being a nurse.
its not worth it. people my age.
they dont even carry this MUCH responsibility with them
but i do.
how horrible. i wanna quit but i cant
why am i doing a job that's not making me happy.
why. omg. whatever. nothing's gonna change at the end of this entry.
i still feel vexed.
whatever.

aishahsun/tegoshi

hiattuuused.

2007-10-31T10:57:00.000+08:00

11:06AM.

2 1/2 hours more to start of another day at attachment.

life's really horrible. with attachments. im not saying i dont like the job
but i dont like the way it works. like shift duty is really horrible and all.
it gets me all tired & crazy & PMS. but im glad that im at AH. like very very glad.
its not too fast paced for someone as stupid as me. BUT it still gets very busy in those
mornings.

MS TINA my clinical facilitator is an okayy person. other that the fact that she will give you that face when you're not sure of what you answer her & she'll also give you that face when you are guessing something trying to see your luck if you'll get it right. LMAO. oh yeah. i forgot to mention the best parttt. WARD ELEVEN. where ive been having attachments for near to a month coming this friday. that place rocks : ) i like it. people there teach. they let you do stuff on your own. they trust you. & im going there for PRCP. YEAY.

god im having writer's block.

oh yesss on a random note. that day. i went to eski barr. with serene,huiteng,fiona & jonathan.
& before that we were at liyana's place having hari raya celebrations. superrly heella contradicting i knoow : ) but i had fun destressing at the eski bar. playing gammes and all. with great companions life's good. here's the picturesss. douzo. & also from random stuff.

myy darling cousing & me during hariraya. i cant help but postt this picture : ) the concert of my dreamms : )

BACK.

2007-10-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

: )
im back. after being gone for oh so long
& yes im back from TAIWAN.
that place rocks. i blogged about the whole trip on my livejournal.
its friend locked though. so if you gt an account. can add me & read.
its too fangirl-ish to be put over here. & i uploaded pictures on photobucket.
feel free to look. thanks to yiting for sponsoring her camera for this trip.
love you dear. : )
to everyone who helped me made through this trip.
THANKS. you're much loved.
concert was great.
tegoshi was pure love.
it was worth it.

PICTURES.
http://s28.photobucket.com/albums/c202/zhuixing04/NEWS%20taiwan%20trip/

----------------------------------

on a bad note. i had my PRCP briefing today. it was just mdm chua ( the assistant director of nursing of AH) blabbering. i chose surgical ward. ward13. ive not been there ever. but it seems they said its good. so whatever. wherever is still the same. HAIZ. working life sucks. ill have no leave. no breaks. no holidays.

15th-28th December ill be having holidays.
and after PRCP ill be only getting a break from 23rdFebruary-midapril before i start working
dies. what is this mans. && after i pass out as a staff nurse. THE first six months. i cant take LEAVE. omg. kill me.

im praying there's concerts when im having my breaks. then i can go. YEAY.
: )

am going osaka for concert during december holidays.
might. ~ but it may not come true.
concert tickets constraints.
& yes ill still be working at fish&co.
i know u want to kill me.
: )

the point in life again?

2007-09-30T05:18:00.000+08:00

what's my point in life again?
well i suppose nothing much.
five more days to the trip. but what the hell.
after that it will still be shit.
so many things to do. am now pissed with freaking paypal.
i transferred 240SG dollars to nurul. so she can transfer to my bank account.
cause that 240 is from another friend of mine from the states.
so yeah confused? im confused as well. hope nurul replies me soon.
will be seeing her at work later.
: (

life's shit. been having attachments.
been not in the mood to work.
been thinking about my no life at all.
cause im working almost everyday.
& after the TW trip i still got to work.
dont ask me why. ive got my own reasons.
& i dont wish to expose them in my oh so known public blog.
hari raya would just be gone like that.
no one's understanding.
not even my friends.
they just will scold me cause im working & not going out much with them
they will just scold me when they see how tired i am.
fine scold by all means. im immuned.
life kinda sucks. dunno lah
at the end of this post. i still dont see the point of my life?
oh yeah i know its to work & earn lotsa money
yadayadayada. crap
im out.
bye

AISHAH

first week

2007-09-29T05:16:00.000+08:00

at TTSH. it sucks. sorry to say but yeah.
no matter how i see it.
no matter how i dont compare with other hospital
experience there is still very horrible.
my very last i hope.
well i think it would be for the next three years.

reasons why:
1. My mp3 got stolen during the first few hours at work.
2. Getting blasted/scolded at every single thing even when its not your fault.
3. Horrible shifts. after my pm shifts im always getting am. like fff.
4. Doing nothing but AN jobs. i dont mind. BUT please at least teach me what staff nurses do. IM LIKE FREAKING going to graduate as ONE. so HEELLLO.

to the fourth point. although i always seem interested and all. not everyone is willing to teaach. what the heck. and all i get is
"girl. can help me do parameters"
"girl can help me do turning"
"girl can help me feed patient"

OK. am so pissed.
from MONDAY. till today. am working today also.
i bet you. im still gonna do the same thing i did the past week.
& staff nurses there so bochap US.
i speak to them. they think i like invisible
il be like staff nurse this one *******.
& she like deaf never hear me.
sometimes to the point of repeating myself.
but still no use. omg.
i know im a pest and all. and disrupting in your workflow at work.
BUT hell you better think about it. if you're not freaking gonna teach me
who's gonna take of you & the your generations after. if i dont know anything.
i cant teach the next batch of people either what to do.
HELLO. what the heck. please use ur brain & not your freaking heart to do stuff.

& the things i do.
no one sees. except myself.
am not appreciated at all. am so pissed.
everyone's whom i know who's at TTSH for the first time totally think the place sucks
especially level 10. we can just go & die can. haiz.
its 5.27AM now. got to get ready to go to work.
am morning shift.
ytday i reached home 11pm.
was afternoon shift. did OT some more.
ass. at such a place, im telling you its not worth the freaking sacrifice and time.
shit ward 10A.

its been a while

2007-09-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

2.48am in the morning.
im supposed to be asleep
& im not. i just finished talking to jessica on my fangirl rants.
& how much i totally miss sunxiezhi and all.
teshi did overtake him BUT.
sunxiezhi's memories & impact and memories on me is way too much for me to even forget about the happiness and joy that he once gave to me indirectly everytime i get to see him.
i wonder how he's doing
i wonder how much he misses performing.
i wonder how much he misses his fans.
i wonder.
but i will never know.
cause at the end of the day.
ill still wont see him.
in december.
it was 204 days ever since i saw him
TODAY.
i bet its like 270 days ever since i saw him.
omg. long.
very long.
a few more months and its a year.
xiezhi come back.
i miss you loads.
even fengqi did me a favour and come back.

attachment : (

2007-09-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

-_-"

Fourth week of attachment already. Its been fast. For the past near four weeks ive been routinely having attachments and working at fish & co straight after that. Life's been so tiring, but i dont really care. Sacrifices is needed to get to a dream. And my soon to be realised dream will be fulfilled in sixteen days. fifteen days in a few hours. & guess what. im getting another weekend part time job. just for a week. banquetting at a hotel. it pays on the spot and therefore at the same time somehow lighten my burden for taiwan. not that i not have enough, but having extra is always good. You'll never know what you are gonna be up to, once you are there. : )

& oh yeah. ive got extra NEWS concert tickets for sale. six tickets to be exact. three for the first day. three for the second day. but its block 3. and for both days. anyone interested can ask.
: ) arigatou.

today at the emergency department where i was attached to, a real emergency came in around 8am. it was a road traffic accident. involving a bus, a car & a walker. the SCDF/ambulance people told us that, the bus hit into the car, causing the car to skid over a drain and into a carpark. the car then hit the lady who was inside the carpark. the impact was so huge that the lady got flung and it caused her lower right leg to be flung apart as well. basically it got amputated on the spot. whilst her lower left leg was near amputation.

the thing is. she wasnt even the one driving nor was she the one who was jaywalking. she wasnt even at fault. this kind its damn sad. its like a super unlucky to even happen to her. & whilst the medical team were making her right in the resuscitation room i got a glanced of her hands & she had a ring in her finger, presumably a wedding ring. how sad ehs. what a start to a day. when she came in to the A&E department she was screaming away asking for everyone's help but at the same time asking everyone to get away from her. that was how confused she was. it was a very very very bloody scene. i wasnt scared at the point i was helping her and all. BUT after she got transferred to another hospital i had a phobia of the resuscitation room. its like. whenever i pass by that room or even take a glance i would get the creeps. but im glad she survived this. hopefully still surviving.

this incident is like the most traumatising incident ive even seen in my past few years as a student nurse. not even a dead person can beat this. i hope nothing like this will happen while im still there. prays real hard. i would rather you just bleed your nose. or have a real high fever but not this. oh wells. this is reality & how's life suppose to be like anyways. cant deny the fact i suppose. attachments at emergency department ending in three days. YEAY. for now
oyasumi

aishahtegoshi
: )

anis&aishah

operating theatre. in scrubs. : )

fisherians.

2007-09-09T03:01:00.001+08:00

okay. i just got back home from work an hour ago.
had supper with them. LIKE after so long. at last. ahhhaha i hearts my colleagues.
alot alot. come to think about it its coming FOUR months since ive worked here at FISH & CO.
satisfied sometimes.
but most of the time the tendency of getting pissed, angry & annoyed is always there.
&&& a week ago.
i gt a compliment from the FISH&CO management.
it seems there was a mystery shopper for the past months.
& somehow i gt mentioned the most. YEAY. i was so happy cans. after a long time. at last. im kinda appreciated. a bit. you guys can click picture above to see. I was so bo liao so i took it after work the other day. LOLS
: ) it goes like this.

Hi Engel( my restaurant manager) & team members,

Your outlet was mystery shopped by an external party managed by PARAGON.

Under the F&B category, you are the only outlet that had exceeded customers' expectations! Kelvin and especially Aishah was repeatedly mentioned in the MSP result because of her excellent customer service.

Well done everybody!

Warmest regards,

Ringo Chew ( he is gay. wahhaha!)
Marketing Manager

random

2007-09-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

okay its been eons since i blogged. like totally.
ive been bored for the past 24 hrs.
cause i didnt work ytday after my attachments like i usually do.
OK u must think im nuts.
like what the hell aishah you're supposed to rest & all
but for the past two weeks im kinda used to it.
working after my attachments and all.
& plus i haven been motivated to blog at all with
no camera & everything. its kinda getting boring. so i seldom blog.
haiz.

money crisis recently. with the taiwan trip to care about a lot has been on my mind.
im glad i even went for fish&co's interview in may. this job saved my life.
somehow or another. back me up. being a fangirl makes me realise the amount of sacrifice i really need. especially financially. although how tired i get when im at work i always remind myself. its gonna be worth it at the end of the day. cause i worked for this. i earned this. & with nobody's help i made it through. yeay. im proud of myself even if no one else is.

final exams results are on friday. ms kylie said i passed everything.
YEAY. i just dunno my results thats all. but she said i improved a lot.
she said considering that i used to be L A Z Y in the past. hahaha. & i still am.
duh. but maybe not so much. as i grow up maybe i did mature a bit. but oh wells.

being a fangirl doesnt make me immature.
fangirl isnt something childish
its just a dream. a dream that started for me 6 years ago.
at least every other day i gt something to look forward to.
something in life. i dont go around aimlessly.
i have a goal. at least.

shiawase.
in twenty six days.

LJ

2007-09-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

http://aishahsun.livejournal.com/

i didnt move. but im there as well.
will be using both from now onwards.
LJ is more fangirl.
: )

the four numbers

2007-08-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

ten minutes ago.
i watched tong yi ge shi jie concert.

five minutes into it.
i cried.

ten minutes after it
i realised.
through the years. im glad i sacrificed my everything for you : )

this is what i call worth my sacrifice
worth my time
cause you guys work for it.
you guys deserve it
my teenage years were well spend.

tony,sunxiezhi. T H A N K S

dying.

2007-08-22T03:58:00.000+08:00

i sian.
i know NEWS hotel when they are in taipei
but staying there is gonna cost me a bomb.
YEAY. amen to me who's working next week all the way.
i wont know the meaning of sleep anymore.

itsover.

2007-08-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

okay. exams are officially freaking over.
for like sometime.
: )

it will be years till i take another kind of SCHOOL exams.
i cant imagine myself in university so yeap.
maybe not now. but four-five years down the road is very possible neh.

went out with the girls to bukit panjang just now.
ate swensen. got "graduation" present from bei. pink crown ling ling lang lang (handphonecharm)
HAHAHA. thats whati call it.
& went to huiteng's music school after that.
she's working there.
so we went to kepo.
HHAHA. && it was so much fun. hontou.
: ) i want to learn the piano.
i used to want to play the keyboard.
BUT after much thought its like.
piano a bit better.
& can play classical pieces.
ohmygod. id rather play piano then go for driving lesson.
WAHLAU what the heck right.
haha. & ive gt japanese lessons too.
OMG. what a long wishlist.
ive gt so many things to do. i wonder if i have the time
wonders.
watching tru calling right now.
darn nice drama.
: )

aishahsun/tegoshi

nth.

2007-08-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be studying & im not.
oh god. last paper for the year. and the next. and the next too.
all ill be facing now is case notes of some patient in alexandra hospital.
: )

instead. im getting high on 47 more days of CONCERT.
YEAY. bye.
before i fail.
i go study.

aishahsun/tegoshi

xue mengzhe.

2007-08-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

okay. HAHA. im watchin yin yue san jia yi :)

no 5566 but just xue mengzhe. & just that the theme

song 56 sing one :)

& its been a while since im involved with c-pop.

especially these four numbers.

& mingdao & chenqiaoen as always is a great partner.

& mengzhe's looking good. somehow.

SC. part2

2007-08-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

i couldnt help but do this.
CAUSE im so filled up with NEWS these days.
ahem. actually i was gonna say.
more like tegoshi. darrrrling. shit im damn scary
he's my dream.
& im his nightmare.
LOL. laughs. XD

i totally hearts his smile.
melts away.

aishahtegoshi/sun

long awaited.

2007-08-14T09:40:00.000+08:00

okay. i tried LJ & i failed. LOL.
you can go look at the piece of shit i did

aishahsun.livejournal.com

woke up at 8am.
unbelievable but yeah.
watch NEWS con dvd again. for the millionth time.
talking to yuhui now on msn.
contickets are killing me.
&& i just sacrificed my PSP. cause i told myself.
yes i needed that money for this taiwan trip.

im sorry xiezhi.
the PSP has one million memories of you. & how it was
whileimchasing. BUT. i know u would understand.
i still remember it kinda clearly. the psp moment.
i showed my first video of 56 on the psp while chasing them
at first he wasnt looking. then mengzhe saw. & he told the whole van
to look. so xiezhi,renfu,mengzhe,shaowei,taiji + sunzhong was looking at
my PSP. in the two moving vans we were on. unbelievable
BUT it happened.

even without the psp i still remember these memories.
cause these kinda things its not worth any single cents.
but just a whole lot of brain cells.

&& also i need to make new memories of teshi.
oh yeah. the concert ticket is row 2,3 & 9 respectively.
ill most probably get it next week. the tw concert.
is really giving me so much headaches.
& plus with exams around the corner its so not helping at all.
truly. haiz. ill go off now. i gt to study.

aishahsun/teshi
nowplaying: 终极陷阱 YES SIR, 5566

myholiday.

2007-08-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

i love NEWS concert DVD. i love it. totally.
aargh tegoshi. my gawd. aargh.
08087 was bliss. i loved the dvd. i felt i was there
for myself. YEAY. news is total love.
54 more days to taiwan.

NEWS on SC 050807

2007-08-07T08:47:00.000+08:00

the NEWS love. XD *hearts*

haha. koyama was funny. he only realised he did the wrong action after he looked at the screen. i was laughing at him at this part. DOTS.
trying to act gd friends and put hand on ryo's shoulder when u don't know him so well is bad. it results in you being elbowed behind. ooops. whoever the guy is :X TESHI!!more tegoshi..hey its my blog mahs.so its always full of tegoshi. XDseee!!! gt koyama mahs. SMILEthe reason WHY i wished i was in JP insteadAARGGGHH. i want to go SC recording (waitlonglong)cutemassu. XDi totally died watching this. my msn nick read this "*kills self* why why am i not even in jp. omg. arse."
okay yeah. so exageratting BUT hell YEAH. my goddd. NEWS is total love.
LIKE yeah. im so wanting to go to a NEWS sc recording lah.
& tegomass talked about taiwan's xiao long bao.
LOL. massu was basically the one describing it so cutely.
&& they mentioned the taiwan concert. which I AM GOING!!!

YEAY. high liao. 58 more days.

sticks finger to cheek cute action pose. XD

nakajima yuto. XD he was once so short. he shot up recently. && Hey!Say!7. you guys rock.
Chinen Yuuri. you are so CUTE lah. XD
i like the way he acts cute.
*starts sticking out finger on cheeks*
&& he's 13 only.
i can sense hot+cute vibes from nakajima yuto. LOL.
really. that one also 13. nth to say.

news. XD

2007-08-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

today for the start of the day.
i chose to start it with NEWS.
yeay i like to start my day with them.
& not school. NEWS. never ending wonderful story dvd is
going to be out on 8th august. YEAY. two more days.
i saw the CM. & i like totally cant wait. &&& saw a sneek of ryo's
performance in the concert too. oh. leaks. but at least spare me
the torture to wait for 8th august. lalala.
tegoshi y u y a. total hearts

random. AGAIN. i dunno what to title MAHSSS.

2007-08-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

i made these two boards for her!! nice nots?? HHAAA.
fiona. ni shi wo men de SUPERSTAR/SUPERWOMAN
the superstar & me
year threes. through it all people.
i am proudly gonna say.
i have finally finished my FYP (finalyearproject)
OMG!!! yeay!!!

yeah. happy cans. hahaa. this week been pretty busy. on thursday. we had no school.
but i came to school. & did FYP till like 10pm. then we went back. home. OMG. boy was i shagged. tired lahss. oh yeah. the biggest day of fiona's life happened this week. she was in the finals for HS idol.. & she gt 3rd YEAY. ou xiang ou xiang. im so proud of her cans. XD

yeay fiona. u relived my dying passion of chinese fangirl-ing HAHAHHA. hyakk dush.

*all edited by me. aishah's one. if take just tag.

no problems with that. i dun sell fish therefore im not selfish.

muahaha. XD

ive been having overdose of news.

overdose of JE.

overdose of hey say! 7

tralala. ok. its bad. but who cares.

maybe i should. i haven start studying for my two papers

OK. start panicking. lol. ill go see what i have to study. bye bye.

*runs off & continue play xbox.

HAHHA

aishahsun/tegoshi/lee

randomness of the day

2007-08-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

fiona&me. the day we went to bugis together-gether. anyways. fiona dear. good luck for HS idol later. no matter what. you are still my superstar. good luck. don't so stress. we will be supporting u all the way. XD JIAYOU.

went to teng's place just now after school. after doing FYP at the library. i really didnt do anything lah. haiz. went her place & slack. she ordered KFC. die. baofei. we slack & slack. watched nodame cantabile on crunchyroll. & also i spread my fangirl love to her. showed off donghae,SUJU & tegoshi. HAHA. fun fun. wished it didnt end. after all its one of the last few days at school. like officially now. darn. ill miss friends.

went for supper ytday. cause sheryl's leaving. sad-ded. had seafood. loads of them at clarke quay. had crab & all. nice nice. ill miss her so. working is gonna get worst. 9 more days to pay day. long. && the supper was bloody ex. heart pain siah. my god. even yan said the same thing. i felt the same way. but i enjoyed the night view. alot. its been a while since i went to clarke quay.

SUJU SUJU. haha. im stuck on happinesss. nice song. lovable pv. t o t a l l y. &&& did i tell you

BUT i really hearts donghae.

HAHHAAHA. i knew u knew that already LOL.

the whole SUJU is love. muacks.

aishahsun/tegoshi/lee

#DREAMS. by NEWS.

2007-07-29T09:59:00.000+08:00

the concert hall. freaking nice. XD

koyama cries. *wargh* He teared again. *darns*

Shigeaki. XD

tegoshi. tegoshi. tegoshi. <3

pi.

ryo

massu

okay. now is 10.04am in this bright early sunday morning.
what a miracle that im awake. ive watched the PV by NEWS from the Never Ending Wonderful Story DVD. dreams. for the record. ive watched it thrice. ever since i finish downloading it ytday. & for the record ive cried twice. & endured my tears watching it the last time. so yeah.
when i think about it. why do i cry. & get depressed over idols. & then i realised. its because they are the people i care about in my life. just like any of my friends they have a placing in my heart. & they are as important & sometimes, somehow or another even more important.

for anyone who has been through the period of idoling with me would especially know how much importance i really put on them. its nt a temporary thing. & has never been. for the record. its been 5 years plus. from 5566. to NEWS. these two bands. are like the ones which make a freaking huge impact in my life. especially 5566. cause its been 5 years. & for NEWS. its coming two years next year january. anyways. im happy they are part of my growing teenage life. its something i can look back onto. who would EVER even be in a NEWSPAPER just cause of some idol they really like. its rare & seldom but there is always a slight chance ehs. *smiles*

to them.

sunxiezhi. thanks amillion.
although u will never know how much ive been through
to get this close to you. people get shocked, surprised and those few envy me
BUT. they will never know what i sacrifice just for those oh so few & rare moments. XD

teshidear. arigatou neh.
for even coming in my life. the past year it has been a great journey
with NewS. seeing how u guys grow up. getting better at everything & putting ur everything
into the group. hopefully through these journey ill be with you. i cant promise forever but ill be there until i can. good luck.

aishahsun/tegoshi

SUJU. super junior

2007-07-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

watching full house. super junior version

at episode 3. oh my bloody god. its damn funny.

i practically laugh my ass off. in front of the computer.

heechul. is like T O T A L L Y funny.

my gawd. ill continue watching for now.

totally love the boys. totally.

donghae is love.

aishah

what lies beneath the week.

2007-07-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

ive been to/doing a lot of stuff recently.
like a superbly "good food" wedding.

with chocolate fondue as one of the dishes!!!

ive been to TCC to eat calamari's & had lychee panna cotta

its a BRILLIANT food week.

had my harry potter book. like JUST.

went on a fangirl spree ytday.
&& i bought MAGAZINES.

& i gt my package for the NEWS calendar.

which is to die for. im so sorry but im lazy to scan them

&& i cant find J*star mag at kino anymore.

how saddening :(

HOW. i really gt no more dose of sunxiezhi lars. wahlau

i wonder hw he LOOK like nw.
i think still same.

BUT with lesser hair.

shit im damn mean.

but anyways. those four numbers are shooting this MV.

for some OST. the song very rock-y. if u get what i mean. LOL.

its been a great friends week.
ive been reminiscing all the fun times we've had.

i like.

but for this fun times.

i had to stop work for a while.

after all its only 13 days left till i leave this school.

minus exams & study breaks that is.
a few things are coming up real soon.
like darling bei&clare bdae.

bu neng shuo de mi mi movie. which ive pre ordered already.

its the jay chou movie. the one as bei quotes "play two pianos at one go"

steamboat&mahjong at huiteng's place

dinner celebration for birthdays.

huizhi's bdae night out.

sentosa. YEAY. see so many things im doing.

like as if exams over.

wait long long long lah.

but at least most projects are done.

except final year project.

eeehh stinks totally lah.

i miss work. alot

that third home of mine.

but oh wells. sacrifices are needed for everything.

like compromise. friends and work.
i choose friends. totally.

but i miss working with candy.

cant wait weekends. will be working with her.

yeay.

ytday. went to mise. & got

my NEWS TW CONCERT TICKETS.

i deposited money. & im going for both concerts YEAY.
omg. happy-ness. october here i come. 72 more days

yeay. may i stay like this always.

cheers. off to watch first kiss.

aishahsun/tegoshi

yeay

2007-07-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

IM DONE WITH MY INDIVIDUAL SEMESTER ASSIGNMENTS!!!!

aishah. XD

3 more weeks.

2007-07-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

t h r e e more weeks.
& ill be gone from school.
ill be at attachments.
& ill forever be stuck at AH.

school.
ive gt no comments on it.
this semester its been about
exams. tests. assignments. presentations & essays.
SO. it sucks.
year three has been so especially not so nice to me.
& im trying my best to handle with it.

but. sometimes amongst the stress.
people like your friends do cheer you up a bit.
things like people at work. makes u smile.
& yeah. these pictures tell u everything eh.
but ive been handling stress badly.
leading to loads of asthma attacks.

these few days also.
ive been feeling very lonely deep down inside.
i felt like i didnt belong to school & friends.
& i know its my own fault.
with skipping school a lot.
with missing out on all those going out.
when i was working instead.

what a change in life.
from those days in year1&2. which were so blissful.
year 3 is so much of a different thing altogether for me.
i use to have fun. in GLS. & things like that. get involve & stuff
but now.
nothing at all.
friends meet to do projects & usually nth more than that.
.
.
.
.
.
.

: ) okay. after enough emo-ing. i just wanna say sth. i have watched HarryPotter THRICE.
it was okay only. a lot of cuts. & the book is in two days. DEATHLY HALLOWS. yeay.
&. NEWS concert tickets in TW are approximately 120 bucks per concert. so ill be going both. & that's gonna cost me 240 bucks. *shakes heads* aishah aishah

oh yeah. i wanna confess sth. i really dont like this one girl in school. she's year 3. & i dont like her. oh too bad. she's always making my relationship with bestie affected. but fiona ask me to heck care. & im doing that. oh wells. && FIONA IS IN HS IDOL. yeay. ou xiang ou xiang. QIAN MING LEHS. okay im mad. im off. to study for DDD retest. BYEBYE. XD

Happy birthday SHIGEAKI.

2007-07-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

love love. XD
just to REPEAT. what i said on the pic.

SHIGE. a very happy 20th bdae. may the koyashige love stay strong.
the joy & love you bring to NEWS and the rest of the members were very
much appreciated. otanjyoubi omedetou neh.

lots of love, hugs & kisses
mrs tegoshi

2007-07-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

this week. hasnt been fine at all. i ve gt four letters for low attendance. & if i do skip any more classes i will be automatically debarred. so im automatically missing work to be not so tired to go school the next day. apart from school. i haven been getting along very well with some of my best friends. & the thing is i don't even know what's happening. great. what a month. june & july has been a blur for me. these last past few weeks of school has been a blur for me. & ive been telling myself. im so tired. so very tired of everything that im doing now. everything.

i was cranky the whole day. even at work. just now. but sometimes. certain things people do when they know im really down cheer me up. people like sheryl. dear sheryl. thanks so much for being such a kind and understanding supervisor. i really truly appreciate it. like so much. you're more like a friend to me than a supervisor. thanks.

and all cliques & friends at school. thanks for supporting me. like yeah. thanks mahesh,taufiq,ashraf,yiting,sab,hanisah, ina. thanks for asking if im okay.

to JUNE.
ill do my best & come early for classes. so i wont be marked absent.

to LITANG
i wont break the promise i made you the other time. really

to FIONA&BEISHAN
i know sometimes i dont do what i say & i always dont listen. & im sorry. i know u guys care for me & stuff. but ill try my best in everything from now. thanks. bei.sorry if i always disappoint you dear. see you around. XD

to CLARE
sis.thanks for not asking sometimes & just be there whenever u think ure needed. lunch with u just now was great. love ya.

to LIHSIEN
XD. thanks for those random advice. you're like the FIRST ever person i knew in ngee ann. XD
although sometimes you'll be like. aishah why u never come class?? then ill say. i cant wake up. then you'll say. I WAKE U UP lah. what time CLASS... thanks.

& to all not mentioned. im still thanking u guys. cause i know one way or another u still help me a lot. along this way. thanks ill be a better person. tries my best.

aishahsun/tegoshi
XD

happy belated bdae MASSU.

2007-07-07T02:08:00.000+08:00

Otanjyoubi Omedetou, Massu!

I know im late in telling you this.

But still happy bdae dear boy.

Thanks for being all along teshi this whole time.

LOVEyamuch. XD

mrs tegoshi.

&& BAKANISHI.

happy birthday. you turn 23. i miss ur jingrish. XD

lost

2007-07-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

i feel lost.
& i am lost.
lost in my own life.
entangled in my own world.
im confused
confused with my life.
confused with my future.
whatever is happening to me.
whatever happens to my motivations all
these years.
i somehow lost it
lost that motivation to lead me on in life.

off to assignments.

TRANSFORMERS.

2007-06-30T04:29:00.000+08:00

nice show.
OMG. super good animations. like totally.
i keep thinking cars can transform now.
what the hell.
its like must watch. better than pirates.
everything about it was good. wasnt draggy or anything.
quite straight to the point.
steven spielberg.
good one.
4stars out of 5.

procrastinating

2007-06-29T04:21:00.001+08:00

im still procrastinating. god.
& its already 4.30am.
OK i shall get to it.
LIKE now.
assignments. concentrate.

aishahsun/tegoshi

fridaymorning.

2007-06-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

listening to e zuo ju now. XD its like an all time favourite song
im still up. cause. i didnt go school today. nor i did went to work.
it was just one of those stay at home days. i slept & slept. been very tired lately.
with work & school. i dare not say im coping. cause i think im not. & ive been procrastinating a lot lately with school especially. doing my assignment later. i bet i wont start till an hour later. SEE im procrastinating AGAIN. haiyoh. CT results are out. its a dread. shan't talk about it. only had hope for NS5. 48/50. i think marking error.

last night after work. sheryl treat supper at prata house. XD & we've gt a compliment it seems she said. from our last customer ytday. YEAY. arigatou to that person. working on saturday. tmrw going out with june&fiona i think. fiona's been emo-ing lately. but she didnt tell me why. i well suppose think cause of the stress around us now that year 3 is gonna end. ive gt like 7 more weeks to school. before i step into the hospital for GOOD.

&& ytday. i met yui & joanne. she passed me the stuff she help me bought from JAPAN. loves her. the piccus were nice. i got laujiazhen/steamedfish a kame poster. she's so gonna love it. like totally. ive been fangirling a lot lately. watched proposal daisakusen & hanayome to papa. today. watching PD makes me cry. cause i see kenzou cry-ing over rei. hanayome is a nice show. its like funny. & plus there's junno. you see the very FIRST picture. that i posted. YUI said it look like SUNXIEZHI. & upon seeing it. its so true LAH. even the pose. i cant find that sunxiezhi picture anymore. CAUSE remember my com was reformated so all pics are gone. darn. I know the sunxiezhi version was at a concert too. & if i wasnt wrong it was the spore's concert. the 3rd concert. HMMM. i cant find that pic anymore. oh mans.

talking about sunxiezhi. i dunno what's happen to him anymore. im still waiting though. waiting for my sun to rise. XD i still love you a lot.

& so i shall start on my assignment.
oyasumi.

aishahsun/tegoshi

&&& oh YESH.
WU JIAYAN happy birthday dear.
16 nehs. XD i miss you so xiao xing xing.

tioman island XD

2007-06-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

this is like such a LONG awaited blog entry lah.
OMG. ive been so tired to blog. with work & wedding dinners & what nots.
tioman. just one word. HEAVENLY.
its nothing like singapore.
nothing at all. the beach. the environment. the peaceful days i had there was marvellous
& its like a so getaway from busy busy singapore.
like what beishan said. not even a moment at tioman was boring or sad.
it was something unforgettable before i embark on the next few months
cramming at school. cramming with assignments. cramming with final year exams.
cramming with year books deadlines & photoshoots. omg its busy busy.
pictures tell a thousand & million words. i had a helluva load of fun there.
i lurve that place. & beishan & fiona thanks for making that trip so much fun
thanks for taking care of me over there.
from snorkelling & everything.
for those late night talks.
for those advice to me.
for those photos/camwhoring with me.
for those shoulders, laps, thighs while falling asleep in the ferry, bus.
for seeing me get so pissed with the bus uncle for not letting me stop when i needed a pee.
for everything.
you guys made my trip worth an entire lifetime.
thanks. love you darls.

aishahsun/tegoshi

getaway. XD

2007-06-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

okay firstly. ive gt a haircut. JUST. & not those previous pictures. HAHAHAH.
my fringe still the same. i really didnt do anything to IT. hahaha. i think i still look the same except the length. dots. DUH aishah. obviously.

& after work today. went to meet june & fiona. went to artfriend. & played with a lot of their craft stuff there. FUN nehs. XD like i made those wooden block words and it became love5566. && u see that pretty heart shape thingy im holding OMG. i like it so much cans. im gonna get it the next time i go artfriend. nyahaha.

&&&& this is important. NEWS is having a concert on 6&7thof october. gosh. im going. with mrs T. yeay-ness. like at last. its at TAIWAN by the way. ill prolly go nuts as the date comes nearer. watched the golden melody awards at joycee place the other day. i cried upon seeing teshi coming out. errr. it was kinda unexpected. so no comments. prolly too emo that day. haha.
&&&&&. okay ill stop the &. im going tioman tomorrow. ciao people. ill be missing everything BUT having fun at the same time. woohoos. a getaway. i HEARTS. 6.45am tomorrow. so i betta get an early nite. adios. onayumi.

the day my technology died on ME.

2007-06-14T02:05:00.000+08:00

polaroids are fun ancient stuff to make up pieces of memories. XD

i hearts her. she's the kanchiong-est person while working. i LIKE. hehe. XD

O K A Y

life's been practically work all the way. just work. i haven been out with friends ever since its the holidays. ive been working my ass off. UNTIL. one day i almost wanted to cry cause it was too freaking busy. B U T. life with fisherians helping u around, supporting u around are fun. ive never been so comitted. like truly. tmrw im working again. starting at 4pm. doing a few stuff before that.

Meeting saulin to give her laptop cover

Meeting yuhui to give her 100bucks to help me buy stuff from JP.

& then i start work. till 11pm

like normal. & on friday. im working full shift. 11-11pm.

saturday OFF. going for chinese class. 1-4pm.

joyce place after that to watch the golden horse awards thingy. GOT tegomass siah.

& i could be there. basket. only TW. irritating siah. somemore joyce had the redcarpet tickets. OMG. im so pissed at the thought of it. like. AARGH.

sunday. full shift. again. till closing.

& monday working 10-3pm.

going out with fiona. june.yiping.& maybe shuxian also.

getting her belated bdae present. i miss them all.

& if nth goes wrong. tuesday-thursday ill be in tioman.

relaxing week.

friday&sunday full shift. saturday off for wedding dinner. at orchid WHATEVER country club place. my aunt's son's wedding. a doctor wedding. no wonder so grand can. scary. i wonder what im wearing. for now. i shall just go SLEEP or sth.

EH WAIT. i didnt blog about my topic at all WTH.

my external hardrive died on me.

i send it for whatever backup stuff.

to get back data & repair it at the same time.

& my laptop just went through change for the wireless card.

& it works well now

i mean the wireless, definitely not the computer.

my com/laptop can just go get buried or sth. i want a new com.

haven thought of any that i want at the moment. i realised lappy's are way better than desktops

truly. & nicer somemore. HAHAHA byebye. nite.

aishahsun/tegoshi

dance XD

2007-06-09T05:24:00.000+08:00

elo. haven been blogging for a while. XD got busy with Common tests.

which are now history. ooolalala. YEAY. i gt through them even nursing management.

NOT BAD ehs. considering im like working now. i just realised. i worked 102 hours this month

OKAY.. that was scary. i went back to fish&co just now. to practice on the dance. for staff party. NICE lah the dance. three songs together. a remix. XD candyman. like a boy & umbrella. im dancing two of it. heng never dance like a boy. its pretty HARD. but nice. XD practice till like 3am. OK. now is 5.31am & i start work tomorrow at 11am. i might as well dun sleep. like seriously. & i decided to not sleep. tomorrow working full shift. 11-11pm. then practice dance again. god. im gonna die tomorrow. YEAY. but i miss fisherians. after a week of nt seeing them. haha. XD

their cap for the dance for ciara like a boy. XD
my favourite starbucks drink ever. chocolate cream chip. loves
jinxuan.aishah.yen.aslina
jinxuan&me.
aishah&aslina. LOVE her. XD

for now. i shall go watch shows while waiting for 10am to pass. XD

onayumi. XD

life

2007-06-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

what's my life all about during these past 18 years of life?

these past few years ever since i realised
friends were more important than parents
ive drifted rapidly away from them
after ive realised we could tell anything to a friend
ive never. not once told my parents anything about
my life. my personal life. & ive never ONCE remembered
saying those three words to them. neither do i remember
hugging them.

i can count my dinners/lunches/meals with them in a year
i can count how many times i go out with them in a year
in fact. when they go out. i dun go out. cause i'll end up
staying at home taking care of my granny instead
i hate them
for not treating me like family
im just pissed with everything really
my life's gt no meaning.
& i realised that ever since i was in sec1.
when i was 13. almost 6 years back.
my life changed ever since i moved from my aunt's place

horrible life. its gonna continue till i die.
i shall go die now. relief some pain off me.
kill myself or sth. damn it
how demoralising

stress

2007-06-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

im having CT in a few days.
4 freaking modules are tested.
PLUS one stupid practical which is killing me upside down
damn it. i hate the lecturer cans. the one who's teaching me
practical. totally baka. & idiotic. im not sleeping tonight.
to finish studying ddd.
drug development is pure shit.

working. its fun. but i suppose
my body cant take it
been getting asthma attacks recently.
ALOT.
& just like yesterday i went to hospital right after
reaching home from work cause i had asthma.
needed the ventolin mask. the inhaler puff didnt work on me
like YEAH. that bad.

whole of CT week im not working. only weekends.
&& im going tioman during the two weeks break.
YEAY. watersports. the beach. scenery which is pure heaven
clear blue water. snorkelling. YEAY.

for now. i shall go bath & study. ciao.

aishahsun/tegoshi.

Happy Bdae Fiona.

2007-05-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

happy birthday FIONA.

生日快樂

你二十歲了...

knowing you was the bestest thing that ever happened to my life.

thanks for being there for me always. truly.

im sorry if i didnt really help u in those difficult times you had.

but no matter what im always here for you. a listening ear always and

love you always dear.

愛莎.aishah.

busy friday

2007-05-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

my gosh. picture blogging is definitely way more easier than blogging these words all out. darn. im effing tired. friday was busy busy. started off school with this IS module. which our school teaches. & not some IS lecturers. IS stands for interdisciplinary studies. the module's called work & development. LOL. so anyways. APPARENTLY. we have to wear right for the interview given by the lecturer in charge of the tutorials. so i had to wear formal. & i looked ultra weird. darn. stupid. interview with mr lim was fine. wasnt nerve wrecking or anything. but i really didnt like to look him in the eye and answer those questions. scary. so uncomfortable cans.

after school. we went to celebrate fiona's post birthday celebration at NSL lab. they were cutting the cake. dots. she was so touched she wanted to cry. i gave her a self made birthday photoshop card. teehee. XD after that we went seoul garden as promised a few weeks ago. HAD so much fun eating and crapping and laughing with them. it felt like we were back in year 1 when we were T05. i so missed those moments & fun times. truly. BUT im glad we relieved back those moments. after eating so much, we went SHOPPING. big time. went taka & paragon to shop. yeayness. its been long since i shop.

after shopping big time. the fisherians called me over to join them for the midnight movie of pirates of the caribbean. nice show. but 3 freaking hours. is darn long. & beginning and middle was boring. i wanted to sleep. ending was darn nice LAHS. XD "fire!!!" HAHA. i reached home at 5am THAT day. & i worked at 2pm the following day. thank my lucky stars. & so i had a superbly busy friday.

for today. i worked the whole day. from 2pm. gosh. tiring. but work as usual was alright. XD

im lovin it like normal. for now then. ill just get some beauty sleep. work starts at 12pm tomorrow. night night. && HAPPY 21st Birthday Sheryl XD. you make the greatest supervisor ever. but ill never tell u that in person. HAHAHAHA. wait long long. lol..

aishahsun/tegoshi

asthma season

2007-05-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

boos. im sick today.
& ive been getting a lot of this asthma attacks recently.
darn. been missing a lot CANS. things like school.
& i missed work for the first time today
i feel darn guilty & bad. cause i called engel & she said the place is busy
like super busy. cause idris also took mc.
& even if i go to work i wun be allowed to.
cause my mom doesnt allow me to. KNS.
lol but its for my own good.
she said she scared i die halfway while working.
LOL.
anyways. i gt to go do some assignments. for now adios.
i cant wait for tomorrow. cause there's SCHOOl & work. yeay.
i missed those stuff. LOL. i made it sound like i never go school & work for
like a year. AHAHHAHAHA
ciao.

aishahsun/tegoshi

fisherian picture spree. click. XD

2007-05-20T02:34:00.000+08:00

im so tired. LOL. but i had fun today. ill blog more tomorrow adios. XD

nights people. XD

aishahsun/tegoshi

working.

2007-05-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

ive been working non stop.

OMG. im like addicted to it. so committed LAH. cause that place rocks.

OMG. fish&co paragon is the best cans. i love that place to bits. lalala.

& igt asthma attack while working just now. drank that bottle of cold chrysanthemum tea too fast.

HAHA thank god for ain's inhaler. she's one of my colleagues and she's from RP. and we call her the sotong girl. she dances like it whenever she goes crazy. XD

& that guy with the dimple. jin xuan. who's quite cute. like his smile XD.he was working today. YEAY. & most of paragon stuff was working today. those bunch of enthu madness.

i hearts them XD

today i worked full shift

from 12pm-11pm. starting was like slow. cause like so many people & we were lacking stuff. XD but at dinner that place had a big crowd with queues and all but it was fun. i was skipping around lah. HAHAHA. & we came back home with the limousine cab today. 7 seater de. TIBS one. not maxicab. & its nice. 5 of us shared. me.jinxuan.mi.kelvin&han.

watched night of the museum in the cab. funny like crazy siah. XD. i want to continue watching soon. cause i only got to watched halfway. & i reached home already. dots. we planned to go around the whole singapore & finished watching then go home. BUT engel my manager would kill us for doing THAT. sekali she dun reimburse we die. one month go work full shift to get back money. AHAHAHAH. XD

ok im nuts as it is already. working at 3pm tomorrow. XD

ill go sleep already. nitenite. wanan. onayumi.(ithink)

aishahsun/tegoshi

Happy Birthday

2007-05-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARNA. XD have a blessed may. XD

ive been busy. all week. i dunno with what but ive just been. gt a job at fish&co paragon. that place rocks XD. i like. i like the birthday raps & all. HEHE. wednesday i had job orientation at glasshouse, thursday i was sick & i didnt come to school.. i had a hell of a headache. friday morning i had training at the HQ at robinsons rd & had school after that. then went dinner with faizah & min, its been SO LONG since ive even gotten together with them for meetups or dinner. it was fun. taking neoprints & all. XD hope to do it again sometime soon. saturday i played badminton with vanessa in the morning, had work at 4 and ended at 10pm. shacked but fun. made friends with all front of the house people. they're nice & friendly. jin xuan, cherry, juni, kelvin, han, waqas, engel, cheryl, marge, mi. XD

i cant wait to start working with them cans. was looking for black jeans after work when i saw qianning working at S&K. miss her siah. didnt really see her for some time already XD. i miss doing what we used to do all the time. the next day. i start work at 12pm. started cleaning up paragon & stuff. went to changi airport T2 for training. that place is hectic LAHS. omg cans. i was dehydrating cause never drink LOLS. haha. ended at 11pm. 3 hours ago. the long bus journey home was like tiring. 858 makes me wanna die.

anyways. im having fun at fish&co. XD hopefully it will last. working with fun people rocks. XD & just a note, but i like guys with cute smile & a dimple. HAHAHAH. & clare's gonna transfer to paragon on the 19. YEay. for now i shall SLEEP. tralalas

im going TW for 5566 4thalbum promos. XD im not even sure when. but im saving real hard now. XD here i come again TW. imissYOU

aishahsun/tegoshi

these few days

2007-05-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

these few days. ive been doing a lot. kept gyming. from friday till monday. then took a few days break. continuing to gym soon. went over to bei's condo. at the caribbean. that place is freaking nice. the condo's near sentosa there. at harbour front. XD heavenly. & the rent is 5K a month. madness LAH. & i really dun feel like blogging. partly im feeling sick. so just stare at those pics & decipher for urself what i have been doing these few days. adios.

2007-05-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

blogger sucks. HAIYOH

its a bore.

2007-05-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

school's been boring. year3 is so nt fun or interesting. im more like stress. had WPD (workprofessionaldevelopment) lecture just now. dr thomas talked about the future. how we are going to face PRCP which is my 6 months year end attachment at the hospital. & telling us that 3/4 of us are not even ready for it. he kept telling us that it is possible to fail. & how some nurses who pass out two years ago still haven't got over their probation period. damn. this got me scared & demoralised.

i think i need to draw out a study timetable or something like that. for my own good. he also talked about our goals in life. about relationships. & after hearing certain conversations from others. i felt the pain. the pain from the past. i thought i was over him. whatever happened to the "hey people im OK im so over him". did those words come out of my mouth every other time just to please & not make those around me worry?

i dunno. im prolly not giving this incident a thought at all. its just my past. & not my future. people make mistakes. learn from it. just dont' give an encore to it. & you'll learn that not everything will turn out the bad way. im trying to be positive & hopefully it works. its so the last thing on my mind right now. really. XD i think ill go get a short nap or something. superbly tired. with all the late nights & everything. toodles.

aishahsun/tegoshi

boring.

2007-05-02T19:21:00.000+08:00

お誕生日おめでとう

Happy Belated Birthday Kei-chan. XD

hello. XD came back from NUH from doing the research project, pretty early. reach home & watch the limited edition DVD of hoshiwomezashite. & i love it so much. too bad i cant printscreen the DVD & post the pictures here. they've gt clips from NEWS SPRING CONCERT TOUR 2006 in Sendai. i wish i was there. they were ultimately HIGH. god. what a feeling. & ive finally pin up teshi's & NEWS poster on my bedroom walls.

im intending to frame them up although it will cost me abit. prolly IKEA has it. ill go see see look look soon when i get my pay. YEAY. for now just staring at them on the walls will do. MUAHAHHA.

aishah sun/tegoshi

My Labour Day

2007-05-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

OK. actually at this very moment, im supposed to be at school.

but me being me woke up late

i need to change

i need to stop dilly dallying

stop waking up late

stop taking cabs

i am so wasting my money

& im pissed at myself right now.

ISH.. baka.

going NUH later for my research project.

anyways i need to study hard already

common tests are coming soon.

really soon. darn

anyways my labour day was spend watching

spiderman 3.

3/5 bahs.

its so so only. maybe cause im nt a spidey fan.

if its harry potter its a different thing altogether.

LOLS.

after that met yuhui to go for the job interview. that place is nice. i hope i get the waitressing job. tralala. nice environment to work in especially if you are a JE fangirl. lols. can practice speaking japanese there. kyakya. went MISE to collect concert posters. of both teshi & NEWS. nice.. melts. XD got teshi's folder & a photocard & some photos too.

went macs to eat. we rambled about some JE stuff. some fengqi stuff & how our lives were going on after woodgrove. LOLS. i envy her for being a fangirl for 7 years already. goodness. i'm a fangirl too but for like 5 years. yeap yeap. and im loving it.

she went to work after that. for me i went to esplanade to meet clare, clement, fiq & yiting. took some pictures then headed to beach rd for bone steak woohoos. my favourite. nyahaha. been a long since i last ate THAT. XD . went to bugis. window shopping & chill at starbucks. we talk a lot there. reminiscing on the past & how our future will be like. in a few months time ill be having attachments for like 6 months. & then i will be working already.

how fast time flies. gosh. im gonna miss school. im gonna miss having lunch breaks together. ill miss going al azhar together. ill miss my cliques. hopefully we'll get to meet even with our very busy schedule. hopefully our friendship will last through the years. XD

aishah sun/tegoshi

bored at school. XD

2007-04-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. after like so superbly long. im posting on those 4 numbers. as what my friends/schoolmates always call them by. haha. i miss them. alot. duh. & see what i did to my palm when my lecturer was teaching nursing skills. i know im superbly thickskin. but heck. who cares. i happy jiu hao. tralala.

anyways those pictures. i gt while surfing the net for news on them. its a bit refreshing the feel when im like getting back on topic on them. its like something that people thought was once forgotten but got relive back lols.

school's been a slack. cause ive been slacking. i need to study harder. concentrate in class more & study more at home. god. for now. i think im gonna catch up on those shows that ive downloaded but yet to be watched. lol. XD for now toodles

aishahsun/tegoshi.
XD

tegoshi's

2007-04-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

you are a part of my life TEGOSHI

i love the layout.

i love it so much.

i love those words.

cause i came up with it

& i love mirta for doing this.

my 3rd blogger layout

that's mine. & done by her.

I LOVE YOU darls.

XD.

those words remind me of so many things

that happen to me while chasing.

so many things. that are just simplified in just ONE sentence.

aishahsun/tegoshi

tegoshi darls.

2007-04-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

NEWS. tegoshiyuya.
my love. my love. & im stuck to their new song/single
kiss~kairimichi no love song
just take a look at the pv. dies off
that smile
that VOICE
goodness

went to sentosa.
with GLS & frehies
a blast
i had so much fun. i became darker.
played volleyball. swimming.
it will be a while till our next gl outing.
exams in 5 weeks. XD

& i still wanna emphasise i LOVE yuyategoshi
my love. XD
nehnehneh

aishahsun/tegoshi

Gathering.

2007-04-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Invitation to:

NKJM
Faizah.
Min.

Basically calling E3 malaygirls LAH. people. calling out for a gathering at my place. i supposedly wanted it this sunday. but its kinda rushing. LOL. so i thought why not next weekend instead? you guys free? get back to me hors. HAHAHA. tag me. or sms me.

aishahsun XD

picturefrenzy XD

2007-04-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

i couldnt decide on the pictures. HAHA. cause all were nice. & i feel like im writing a picture composition. with all the pictures i see on top. HAHAHA. XD.

actually i took MC today. cause i was sick. BUT since i already promised bei&clare that we were going out today. i came to school for lecture & the last class which was nursing skills. & we took our first ever class photo with our mentor mr ismail. XD LOL. i cant imagine a class outing with him by the way. its just WAY toooo weird lahs. truly. cam whore with a lot of nursing classmates. ill miss all these babes. HAHAHA.

after school. me&bei went orchard first cause clare still had classes till 6pm. so. i went to get movie tickets. watch nightmare detective. which was nonsense. &&&& while queueing up i saw FAIZAH. & i went nuts. laughing and all. HAHA and for one i realised. we havent' change not a bit. HAHAHAHA. wacko people. iwantaclassgatheringlah!!!

after that I happily went kinokuniya. & i got ALL JE magazines. heavenly. & an unathorized harry porter book. a great read to keep you in suspense for book 7. HAHAHAHHA. & yesh i preordered book 7 at BORDERS. Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows. Its coming out 21st July 2007. 07.01am. ill be there waiting woohoo-ness.

ate some munchies at TAKA basement. XD. i got myself a cream custard puff & the japanese pancake. XD yummy. sinful though. HAHAHAH. while waiting for clare & stephen to come & join us for the movie we went zara. & we tried clothes. although i didnt buy any. it was still nice to try. XD i concluded that zara's skirts are nice but way too expensive. catch the movie after that. and we went to arcade again.

& i tried playing DDR after so long. you know those stepping stuff. THOSE that i go crazy when i was in secondary school. YES those. HAHA. it was disastrously funny. we look crazy i shall say. my legs got freaking tired mans. goodness. after i left. & we were at heeren's ATM. beishan look around me & said, " Aishah, where's your magazines huh?". i gave that blank look & immediately run back to cine. LOL. they were at the arcade. goodness i could DIE running. but i got it. it was at the counter. XD thank god for THAT. what a day.

& tomorrow i start at 8am.venue's NUH for your information. ish. dead. im still awake at 0051HRS. signing off

AishahSun

PMS

2007-04-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

PMS i suppose
have you ever suddenly felt very depressed at the end of the day?
have you ever felt so tired that you wanted ur life to end there and then
& just allow you for breaks & a breather from the hectic life that youoi
are having from right now?
if you didnt

i did.

im so tired today. i wanted to die at the end of the day after dinner with the guys.
i was just so tired.
too tired to talk in fact. XD
what a long day.
9am-6pm
& i started my day with drug development mini quiz.
continued with nursing mx tutorial.
& 4hours of freaking NSL lab classes killed me upside down
so few classes but it dragged so long.

for now i think i shall just rest.
intending to do my hair tomorrow.

vivo&sleepover XD

2007-04-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

LiTang&Aishah

yesterday. a whole lot of us met at vivocity.

i met litang.june.yiting.clement&stephen first and along came thinesh,clare, fiona, kadir, vanessa, ashraf & sab

the girls went window shopping

i fancied ALOT at forever 21.

SERIOUSLY
i can go nuts shopping there. lols.

anyways. i got my blue ripcurl bag that i had all along wanted after

falling in love with it at first sight. MUAHAHA. and i was extremely high ytday.

after dinner. & i didnt know why either. & ytday was a FREAKING hot day.

thank god for air con in vivo. hehehe. oh yesh. i went

SECRET RECIPE

for dinner with tang. just wanted to splurge a bit on food that day.

got the stuffed chicken cordon bleu & raspberry cheesecake.

food was ultimately heavenly XD. im lovin it.

HEHEHE. i cant help but share the picture of the cheesecake & me.

HAHAHAH.

after vivo. we were supposedly going CHIJMES to watch the football match

but a whole lot of people were tired

& back out. a lot of us went our seperate ways.

some went home.

as for me & litang

we still wanted to talk

therefore we made a crazy decision

tang was gonna sleepover at my place

i followed her home to get her clothes

then we cab to my hse

following after she went nuts over seeing my ultimately

messy room which was filled with 56 stuff everywhere.

every nook & corner

HAHA. after a while of crapping she fell asleep

then at 5am

i woke up & saw her awake.

& i told her my ghostly experiences. at my neighbourhood

we gt hungry & i cooked macaroni with alfredo sauce & prawns in it

HAHAHA. it was funny. being hungry in the middle of the night and all.

its not everyday we get to do this ehs

but it was nice. the experience. she stayed

at my place till around 3pm.

even though we've been friends for not very long

i feel like ive known you for ages

through everything that has happened to me these

past few months. i wanna thank you. litang for the support

& encouragement that you've given me. thanks

to fiona & june. who were there for me as well.

im glad for that extra pairs of listening ears.

& to all my beloved friends. & the whole clique.

you guys are my precious memories in poly

Love you people so much

aishahsun

year3

2007-04-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

i love my RHINOS.
i miss them a lot.
see them in school sometimes
but not every single one of them.
boos.
hoping for an outing very soon actually
other than missing FOC0708

im missing the times i spend together
with the camp people.
hopefully we will all go out together.

being in year3 now
somehow people around me
are being serious about everything
they do & im kinda sorta influenced
i want to do a lot
but i haven start on any.
let's list out a few.

Makeover my whole room with IKEA (iwantwhiteallover)
Start on my basic theory
Get canoeing star1
Start on the spartans training. XD
SHOPPING.

firstly.the IKEA makeover is going to cost me $500 minus the wardrobe
the wardrobe is like $1000 + which is nuts. although its freaking nice & worth the buy i still think its too expensive to splurge on a WARDROBE??? haha. seriously. get real. for once AISHAH.

the basic theory. driving. i dun even know if i have the time cans. cause. ill be making a trip to NUH three times a week for the research project. and thats so not good. cause ill be tired. therefore ill again rethink and relook on my schedule & timetable

canoeing star1 is gonna start real soon after i start on my spartans training. XD lala. and somehow or another im looking forward to it. surprisingly. and there will be NAPFA at the end of year3. omg. the last time i took it. it was eons ago. when i was in sec4. i still remember running for 2.4. anyways im gonna get real fit before my PRCP(4months attachment) starts.

SHOPPING.is planned on tuesday. i cant wait to get my hands on the stuff. tralalala. XD. that light blue straw ripcurl bag. that 75 bucks zara skirt. & those few zara tops. & that mondo shoes at far east. XD. i can forsee me being broke. totally. XD but its going to be worth it. HOORAYS.

& guess what. the day school started i got my package from JAPAN. from cdjapan, my NEWS single is here at last. the regular version. i know im slow and all. BUT at least i got it. & i preordered TEGOMASS newest single. the anime OST. XD.

till here. ill be off taking my beautiful sleep. need to wake up early for NUH tomorrow morning. 0830hrs at the lobby. ill be seeing school the whole day tomorrow. darn. how tiring. nites.

outta here.

AISHAHsun.

foc0708.

2007-04-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/aishahsun/

for a start.
here's the pictures that i owe u guys
XD.
easily said.
FOC 0708
was a blast.
i love it
i love my RHINOS
i love losing my voice over the cheering with them
i miss them so much
i miss camp
i miss chester & his sarcasm
i miss freshies laughing at me
i miss their laughter
from the bottom of my heart
i wish they had FUN

thanks for coming guys
ur presence was appreciated.
I LOVE all.
and to gls.
we rock.
everybody rock.
ill miss all yr2s & yr3s.
it was fun working together.

XD
PEACE
i hope you guys had much fun as i did.
for now adios.

p.s: i was on the stupid sunday times. i look stupid period. ish.

aishahsun

today

2007-04-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

today was nice

met june&litang

at pastamania

had talks

long talks. about everything

till FIONA came.

went to shop shop

got myself a nike cap for FOC

a bag from far east.

got myojo, jstar and seventeen from kinokuniya

XD i love jstar this month

ITS ALL SUNXIEZHI

& tegoshi is so HOT in myojo april

lalala.

shopping was fun

& we are gonna do it again

soon

on 25thapril

kwakwakwa.

gt some waffles at gelare too.

its nice to indulge once in a while

clement came.

we took some neoprints

at far east&heerens.

its been long since my last neoprint

im still lovin it

tomorrow's an early day for induction day

for now cheerios

got to make some video

byebye

aishahsun

HYDG 2

2007-04-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

i fucking hate NAKAJIMA UMI.
OMG. i wanna kill HER.
f*** her for trying to act like MAKINO TSUKUSHI.
i totally hate her.
i so cant stand episode 10&11 for having her.
BIATCHHHHHHH.
go eat shit&die.

besides that irritating fact in
hana yori dango2
other things are fine.
i love that show
its so sweet & all

plus the fact that HANAZAWA rui exists.
its rocks so much
XD
he's cho kawaii.

i shall continue watching episode 11

toodles

aishahsun

ME.

2007-04-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

im just back from trial camp
and im so tired
very tired
im not having enough rest at all
TOTALLY
im physically tired
& worst mentally

im not gonna further explains
it just gets me frustrated up
so why dwell on it.

been watching a lot of NEWS
tegoshi's gt a new hairstyle
and he's super cute. gosh.
XD. beams.
saw him in the latest hey x3

tegomass coming out with a new single
and i preordered both limited®ular edition
from cdjapan already
& ive yet to collect my cd from *mise.
the 星をめざして limited edition
i gt the regular one online too.
XD yeays
i love april.
everythings a new beginning for me

got to catch up on fangirl-ing
jiayou behs.
im on study of languages mood.
im prolly taking japanese soon.
real soon.
continue-ing with
chinese basic 2 classes coming may.
i need to revise.
for now
ill go watch hana yori dango.
XD yeay
byebye

aishah sun/tegoshi

some of the memories of cambodia..

2007-04-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

cambodia.

2007-04-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

before & after.
pre bonding camp & the trip itself.
was a pretty good experience.
im putting the past behind me.
let it be a lesson learnt.
hopefully i will grow even stronger from this
experience. XD cheerios.

those 13 days.

i met new friends

grew closer to those who use to be only friends.

able to think more wisely.

& i definetely grew mature

during this trip. fruitful trip.

besides the shopping.

i had ultimate fun with the company of everyone

around me. the singing along sessions in the van.

the angel & mortal game.

everything was something i look

forward to everyday.

angkor wat was a sight.

siem reap is a beauty.

phnom penh is a shopping phenomenon.

we go bonkers at the central market &

russian market.

go bonkers over the tops

the watches.

the food.

the shoes.

& everything.

& of course the STONES.

what a sight

what a trip

i would love to go visit cambodia again.

love to.

im gonna miss that place SO much.

im already missing it the moment i step home.

i miss burly's guesthouse.

having stayed there for 10 days.

i miss that place so much.

i miss karaoke sessions in the ROOM.

when me fiona & yiting go bonkers on the bed.

jumping up & down.

even after a tiring day.

talking sessions at night clear my thought

made me knew reality

made me think harder

of my future.

and what is in store for me

for now.

FOC is coming my way.

& nothing else is gonna take my mind of

it. YEAY.

this was the best vacation ever

ever. its such a fulfilling vacation.

since cambodia trip pictures are too much.

im gonna make it an entry itself.

HAHAHHA.

for now enjoy

aishah sun/tegoshi.

MIA

2007-03-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

missing in action
thats what ive been doing these
few months with my blog
sorry about the template
i still haven find the time to renew the
url up there.

these few months.
ive been through a lot
a lot that were unexplainable
things like exams.
the results.
attachments.
heartbreaks.
heartpains.
loss & deaths

im just here to blog again
to tell my readers & friends
that im fine.
and im doing well now that all
of the above said are over

& right now
im having the time of my life
at CAMBODIA
for YEP ( youth expedition programme )
and the shopping here rocks.
so much
ive spend 300 USD in a few days only
whats new ehs
HAHAHAHHA.

cant wait to get back to singapore next tuesday
and get back for FOC trial camp and FOC itself.
rock on peeps.
the 3rd year is gonna rock so MUCH.
woohoo.

XD

im loving it
yours truly
AISHAH sun.
im gonna be back real soon
after the trip.

sayonaras.

shattered dreams.

2007-02-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's the last paper that im gonna have
2-4pm Psychology&Sociology
muggin' soon.

i still haven got over certain stuff
that unfortunately/fortunately happened
yesterday. i dunno if i should be happy about it
i dunno if i did the right decision
i regret the impulse
maybe its just not right to say it
here. where pratically my coursemates
are reading this.

shattered dreams
shattered memories
it just shouldnt have happened
im still in a state of pure shock

aishah

THE big E.

2007-02-03T12:28:00.000+08:00

exams are coming.
next next week
im doing my essay now
ELAHA
ethics law and health care.
wth right?
lol. anyways.

i just finished the stupid open house video
which is making me stress
CAUSE ms mary is threatening to call up
my aunty cause im not being reasonable.
damn stupid
& this piece of shit which
I VOLUNTEERED to help
is not even graded.
and here she goes blaming me and
EVERYTHING
thanks hor.

i know ive never been in the teacher's GOOD books.
BUT who cares.
ive never been an AD student like my friend
neither have i been a nice & sweet talker to teacher's
its not me.
sorry too bad.
XD
i hate sucking up PERIOD.
sian sian.
prays my ELAHA essay is gonna be done by today

aishah

FLH.

2007-01-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

see.
i made his board.
which i think is SO NOT NICE.
omg i feel so bad.
i think sunxiezhi boards are nicer
HOW like this
sian. i cant redo
NO TIME.
gosh
super sian. im so not satisfied with my board
it remind me of shit
MINUS wu zhun's face.
HAHAHHA
XD

the background+decorations+everything
is crap. BUT ive got no choice and im still printing it
I NEED the sleep. night.

aishah.

inspiration

2007-01-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

"lets learn from them aishah. never give up your hopes and dreams. even if you think its the most ridiculous dream ever, hold on to it. trust in it. cos some day soon you'll find, those pictures in your mind. will finally come true for you. there can be miracles. and i believe in them, beishan" -quoted from her. from a letter to me-

im suddenly inspired by these words
hmms. anyways.
i just finish fangirl-ing
im compiling the pictures i just screenshot of
HIM, teshi
& hana yori dango ep3.
YEAY
byebye.
mr 3rd post of the day
WTH. i just felt like blogging a lot today

aishah

lele.

2007-01-24T19:01:00.001+08:00

OMG. damn cute cans. lele got renfu's nose DUH.

and the mummy's eyes.

gosh. super super happy family.

bless them. wish wang renfu all the best

as a dad. and jiayou!!

aishah

HYDG season 2.

2007-01-24T18:32:00.001+08:00

just finished watching hana yori dango. season 2.
episode 3. gosh. its darn sad lahs. XD
every episode i watch keep crying one cans.
but its super super sweet.
super super nice.

& plus the song by utada hikaru, flavor of life
is damn nice. sets the mood. XD
i cant wait for friday when the next episode comes
out. i think im gonna rewatch & screenshot hanazawa rui.
XD

aishah sun/tegoshi/totsuka

istayedhometodaytorestfromeverything.ifeelmuchbetternow
ihopeillgetoverhim.study-ingforexamsisagoodwaytoforget
XD besidesFLHiscoming. chun.chun. XD YEAY.

reality check

2007-01-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

this is the second day of a new week.

& im still pretty down

youaffectmyeverything
somehow one way or another
although i dont want it to
certain things i see.
read. experience.
is hurting me
affecting me

exams are coming
and i wanna forget you
loving you from a distance will do.
maybe thats why i idol
get away from reality
he's not interested AISHAH. PERIOD. reality check darling girl.

forget.

2007-01-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

forget you. forget memories. forget everything. that have ever happened.

my monday.
was a long dready day.
i dunno why. but it just was.
in fact everyday is a long dready day.
its hard to forget. when you are in the same course
the same lectures. i feel weird to just walk pass
him without even a hello. i just do. cause neither he
or me would even stop to talk to each other. it hurts
so much so badly recently. somehow the desire to
graduate is there so that i wont be able to see you
long for you
or miss you more

my past few weeks been a blur
i appear alright
strong
& like nothing's going on
but deep beneath whatever there is that shows
me. i know ive been putting an act.
cause i dun want others to know that ive been
one hell of an emo girl.

somehow doing it works alright at first
but once it gets longer. you just cant bear with
the show/act that youve been putting on.
sighs.

whoever is reading this. please do not care whatever
ive just said above
erase it from your mind
i was just bullshitting
crapping
& wasnt even sure what i was talking about
(althoughiperfectlyknowalltheabovesaidistheTRUTHandnothingbuttheTRUTH)

aishah.

zx moments.

2007-01-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

zx moments.
Originally uploaded by aishahsun.

had my chinese class today.GOD. im damn sure i cant
study those whole bunch of characters. im having chinese
exam on sunday, good luck mans. im sure to fail. gosh. sianz-ified

im blogging over flickr right now, wonder how it goes. but yeah. its worth a
try. after 3 hours of chinese class.
i met yunru.ning.saulin& huimin & we were kinda planning over FLH.
yesh FLH. im gonna spend a pretty large amount of sum over them.

may cost me 355. or cost me 200. around there. we'll see.
we are doing practically the normal stuff
i do over 56. im not gonna explain or elaborate what issit. XD

i just know im gonna have a hell load of
F U N as always got a new billabong wallet.
yeay-ness, it kinda gives me a chic feeling LOLS. whatever that meant.
for now. i think im gonna SLEEP early for ONCE. cause its school tomorrow.
at 10am. NS3. i need to catch up on classes. classes people. exams
around the corner.

for now. nites.

urs truly
aishah sun/tegoshi/totsuka

confusion

2007-01-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

haiz.
im in a state of confusion
i can see myself being hurt pretty bad
only to what extend i may get hurt
is what i cant foresee
its not his fault
its my own
so blame myself

someone once ask me
what will happen
if one day you found out he's got
a girlfriend
& i said. then ill just get further from
him, with the hope that ill forget about
my feelings for him.
& ill never blame him
cause its my own fault
ill regret but it will be too late

& with that i know its just not fate
not meant to be
you cant force fate ehs.
i can see this bleak future of mine
& ive got a feeling if it happens
it will be a long time before i ever love
again.

awholeweek

2007-01-20T17:27:00.001+08:00

its the open house fever.
thursday.friday.saturday
but, unfortunately i didnt come today
damns. i miss a lot.
but oh wells.
itsmyparentsagainasusual
they are making a helluva lot of noise
just for a saturday at school
whattheheckiswrongwiththem
so anyways beside TODAY
i had a helluva lot of fun at open house
promoting nursing.
HAHAHA. wth. there were quite a few who
were pretty interested.
& there was this one girl from SJC
who got so excited about the whole thing
& we even promoted the FOC (fresmenorientationcamp) to her
LOLS.

this whole week.
recalling back.
i did pretty lots of things
like.
i had gls. played so many games. running, screaming & chasing
each other.
then i had the ELAHA debate recently
on truth telling. its been a darn long time since ive had debate.
like sec4. was the last.
i also went to watch the asean cup again.
singapore vs indonesia.
2 all.
it was A GREAT game.
darn exciting. its like it gave me a total adrenaline rush lah
& tonight there's a match.
chelsea vs liverpool.
like what everybody been saying.
ANYTHING BUT CHELSEA.

and on sunday. there will be arsenal vs man u.
nice match during the weekends people
im gonna get all the dark eye bags.
& eye rings
oh mans.

& yeah to those who i owe pictures
please go take a look at my new
created flickr album
which i think totally rocks
XD
scroll down.
at the side. its a whole box on top of my archives links.
hope you guys enjoy the pics.

XD

aishah sun/tegoshi/totsuka

singaporean FOOT-ball

2007-01-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

today. unexpectedly i was asked to watch soccer

with the guys & yiting & razinah at the indoor stadium

SINGAPORE vs VIETNAM

its been a zillion years since i even stepped into
the place cans.

HAHA.

i shall just say. singapore footballers

hmms. they dun like running after the ball.

really. they'll just wait for someone to come

before passing the ball. like WTH.

during the match, i realise the guys can really

be ultra vulgar. SCARY

and there was this uncle scolding vulgarities

& all damn funny.

i was laughing.

it was such a show

& i bet he was like OLDER than my dad lahs.

WAHAHA. somemore he was holding this pretty long umbrella.

like he was gonna whack someone with it anytime

HAHA. funny singaporeans.

but. it was a pretty nice experience.

the vietnamese were pretty NOISY.

they were cheering so much they gave me a

headache. singaporeans on the other hand were scolding

vulgarities & making a handful of comments.

LOLS.

reached home at 12am. LOLS. 43 minutes ago.
took a damn long ride back on 961.

& i was so hungry i was gonnna cry.

& on that ride home back

talk a lot to fiq on a lot of stuff.

him. school. my past. the future

& things like that.

a great day once again. weekends were not spend

wastedly. y e a h. ive got to revise my chinese

characters for tomorrow's dictation

sayonaras.

aishah sun/tegoshi

FLH

2007-01-13T12:42:00.001+08:00

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/zhuixing04

this is where i felt like blogging recently
LOLS.
and ive just watched first episode of hana kimi.
OK fine. im hook onto it.
xiu yi is such a joke.
ok tanyunru.
i wun joke about FLH anymore.
haha. cause im kinda HOOK onto them
errr yeah
XD
good luck to me.
yeah-ness

aishah sun/tegoshi

PMS.

2007-01-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

today's a pretty tiring day.
gosh. had PAS retest. it was alright
well as usual except sociology.
which is so not my cup of tea

NSS3 tutorial by kylie was cancelled
the projector in the tutorial rooms were down
LOL
like what the hell.
i kinda like her classes only in school
be it lecture or tutorial
i only like her classes.

HAHAHA.
really.
kylie is one hell of a nice lecturer

got home. my mood kinda change a bit
my mom was like screaming.
scolding my lil sis and granny.
she's nuts man.
MY mom. she is NUTS.
my granny was crying can.
god. speechless.
she PMS siah

wtf.
so i got influenced and PMS too.
so now. i dun even feel like eating even though i
took the food. halfway i left the kitchen
when my mom made noise and started correcting
me on not using some of the certain plates for
microwaving. whatever she meant.
haiz. now i PMS. farg.

BUT..

heng. im a fangirl. SO.
tada. im all smiles now.
after watching hana yori dango 2. HANAZAWA RUI.
yeay. HIM.

& saw some news on NewS

& tegoshi. he's playing a voice over
on happy feet (that penguin show)

japanese version

LOLS.

aishah sun/tegoshi

Another You - Cascada

2007-01-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

So many times i was alone i couldn't sleep
You left me drown in in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gonna found it how to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand rising dreams are rollin of my eyes
But time was hillin me and i say goodbye

Cause i can breathe again dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now i feel free again so inocente
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I find another you

Could you imagine someone elses by my side
I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself to falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not to wait to done to bring another day
Your not the only one so hear me when i say
The thoughts of you that just fade away

Cause i can breathe again dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now i feel free again so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I find another you

Sometimes i see you when i close my eyes
You're still apart of my life

But i can breathe again dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now i feel free again so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I find another you
I find another you

nice song.
if you wanna emo
or relieve on memories.
ill go sleep.

aishah

=dReams+MeMoriEs=

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