Monday, May 29, 2006; missing you.
i'm missing him so much.
its been 8 days.
and i just still cant get over that fact.
talking to adeline.
she told me he wrote in his book that. he's glad to have fans like us.
he knows when they get criticised we get more hurt than them.
i'm so glad he knows.
and i'm so touched he actually wrote that.
gosh.
he really changed.
for the better.
i just feel like crying.
cause i dunno.
i'm glad that i dunno how to read the book. i think i will get it all wet.
just with my tears.
people will never know or understand.
cause they will always have the mindset.
fans and ouxiang.
bleah.
we are only a dreamy bunch of people.
people will never know our mo qi with 56.
they will never understand the relationship that we had
for these three years all along.
is more just way more than that.
just sth unexplainable.
that even up till todae.
i have never did understand how it did came about.
those tears for them.
those laughter for them.
those hard work for them.
those speaking up for them.
everything i did.
it just comes naturally to me.
i <3 them so much.
i feel like coming up with a bOOk myself.
FAN. a view of a non-chinese.
by: aishah.
in my dreams.
lol.
haiz. got to sleep oredi. wonders what he's doing nw.
sleeping i hope.
nitez. everyone. xin ku ni men le.
aishah. =)
I'll quit my ramblings XD {Monday, May 29, 2006 }