Tuesday, April 04, 2006; give up. NEVER.
its another few hours before camp. at taman negara. yippee rocks. at least i can get away from a so called place called "home". its just the name. i dun feel it when i'm at the place. so. yeah. like i said once. my relationship with my family has never been going well ever since i have been liking 5566. in fact its going downhiLL. and i dun think it will ever get any better. relating to the circumstances nw.. i know for a fact that my family will never understand me and what issit about me and 5566. my mom just told me. i got something to talk to you about. den i just stared at her. what? and she was like... can you just stop liking chinese or sth. den i was like NO. NO NO. giving that up. is giving up part of my life. if part of your life dun exist, wud you stilll wanna live? NO. so you can dream about me giving them up cause i will never. i wun. sorry. i just wun. this was something that grew with me in most of my teenage life. and i told her. the reason why i am in my room most of the time is cause.. i dun wish to talk to any of you and there's nothing to talk about in the first place. in short we have nothing in common.
Aishah Sun.
I'll quit my ramblings XD {Tuesday, April 04, 2006 }